I'm walking away. I'm breathing.
It's all in the past already and I really don't care what happens next. I am leaving it in whoever is up there's hands to handle and work things out. I can't devote anymore of my energy to this cause, even though I love the person. They have to make their own decisions. There are many things that are going on that I would love to be able to change but it is not within my power to do that. I've realized that the only thing that I can really do is sit back and watch the show with the actors. There are the protagonist and the antagonist, the partner in crime, the damsel in distress and the wise one. We are really all playing our parts here and I am just going to let it go and remain optimistic about this whole situation. I know what matters to me and I know what I want but I also know that this is going to take much patience. And I do have that so...things won't be as bad as they could be.
I don't regret anything that I have said. I meant it all with heart and soul. I have no apologies to make and I am walking away from this situation with my head held high. Do whatever you want and need to. Both of you. I guarantee that things will work themselves out for the best because there is hope in this situation whether you see it or not. The easy road might not be taken and the initial outcome might not be the most desirable one but the desired outcome will arrive and I will claim satisfaction. I know it.
So once again, I'm walking away.
As much love as possible- Erica J.
This song epitomizes the way that I am feeling right now:
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away
sometimes some people get me wrong
when it's something I've said or done
sometimes you feel there is no fun
that's why you turn and run
but now I truly realize
some people don't wanna compromise
well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies
and well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady (mister in my case!)
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away
Well I'm so tired baby
things you say you're driving me away
whispers in the powder room baby
don't listen to the games they play
girl I thought you'd realise
I'm not like them other guys
coz I saw them with my own eyes
you should've been more wise
and well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady (again...mister!!)
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away
I don't regret anything that I have said. I meant it all with heart and soul. I have no apologies to make and I am walking away from this situation with my head held high. Do whatever you want and need to. Both of you. I guarantee that things will work themselves out for the best because there is hope in this situation whether you see it or not. The easy road might not be taken and the initial outcome might not be the most desirable one but the desired outcome will arrive and I will claim satisfaction. I know it.
So once again, I'm walking away.
As much love as possible- Erica J.
This song epitomizes the way that I am feeling right now:
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away
sometimes some people get me wrong
when it's something I've said or done
sometimes you feel there is no fun
that's why you turn and run
but now I truly realize
some people don't wanna compromise
well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies
and well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady (mister in my case!)
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away
Well I'm so tired baby
things you say you're driving me away
whispers in the powder room baby
don't listen to the games they play
girl I thought you'd realise
I'm not like them other guys
coz I saw them with my own eyes
you should've been more wise
and well I don't wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights, I'm sorry to say lady (again...mister!!)
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away from the troubles in my life
I'm walking away oh to find a better day
I'm walking away