May 17, 2005 19:16
Man....I just realized that I'm kinda sad I didn't stick it out and live on campus this semester. Everyone is going to miss someone over the summer...like all the friends they made in classes and in the dorms and whatnot...and who am I going to miss? Who is going to miss me? No one. I didn't let myself get close to anyone, and I'm kinda sad about that. I really wish I had stayed there, and given it a chance. I really am a big baby. :-/
I really hope that next year goes better and I let myself open up and have friends. Otherwise all I'm ever going to do it do my homework and, well, just do my homework.
Promise to myself: make the best of living on campus next year. make friends. join clubs. go out. overall: HAVE FUN.
Now I'm sad...