Once I rise again...

Apr 16, 2005 22:56

Certainly, a human is composed of three parts according to psychology. Mental, physical, and emotional entity. Physical is very self-explanatory. It just exists, and well... it's just what we shaped like. Then mental and emotional are very closely related. That is as far as I know, and that's probably how far I'll know for a long time. As I sit here, I asked myself, what is an emotion? Is it just neurotransmitters being transferred through a synaptic nerve, which forces entire body to react with it and depends on neurotransmitter, you'll feel emotion? For one example, dopamine causes pleasure. Does that mean if you are surged with dopamine for rest of your life, you will never feel sadness? For one reason or another, I doubt it. Let's face it, I laugh the majority of the time, I wear off most of my stress by singing. Singing gives me pleasure, causing the release of dopamines. Yet as you probably noticed, I am not feeling that great. Did I stop laughing? No I haven't. Did I stop singing? No, if I did not sing more. I cannot stop singing, it's habitual and even reflex like. Perhaps it is annoying hobby, but it's already became reflex-like, and I do not have any intention of giving it up. Yet I am not in the very best mood ever. Do I blame it on my chemical imbalance...? No, because I know for a fact that the chemical imbalance can be fixed. Pills help, I won't disagree with that. Still, I'd rather take a long way. It got a little off track. Point, simple, I choose my own emotions, weather I realize it or not. You can't make me mad if I don't care. I'm mad because I care, and I care because I choose to...

P.S. The Octet got an one, five being worst. Whoo!
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