Jul 14, 2007 01:12
Life is way to short. Find the friends that you need to get by. 2 really good friends are better than 4 backstabbing friends. In your life, do what you want. Do anything that your heart desires but don't let it get to you. If you want to go drink, than drink. But be aware of the possibilities it may bring. Try to make the right decisions and try to stay out of trouble. So when you drink. Do it home where you don't have to drive. Where you won't be putting others in danger. Talk to your best friends. Let them know everything thats going on. You can be extremely pissed off at them and not listen to word they're saying. But try your best and listen to it because they probably are right. Swallow your pride and take the truth. Truth hurts. Only the best truth though. You get called a bitch. You probably deserve it. You probably did something to set the other person off. And its a Three Ring Circus. It keeps coming back. Those you gossip with, will gossip about you.
Today you will run into troubles. Do what you want Today. Do what you can Today. Run after your dreams Today. Today...a word that frightens so many people. And they run away from it. They lock themselves in their bedroom and wait for Today to end...but then reach another...Three Ring Circus. You can controll what you do Today. And only Today.
Yesterday may have been the time of your life. Or it may haunt you forever. Don't worry. Let it go. Yesterday is now out of your reach. You cannot go back. If you had all the money in the world, you cannot go back to Yesterday. You cannot control what happened yesterday. It is there for you now just to look back on it and either be happy or regret it. Either way, You can never change what happened Yesterday. Don't make the same mistakes you made Yesterday. Don't do the same thing you did Yesterday. Life will become another Three Ring Circus.
Tomorow. Something you should never worry about. Tomorrow is feared by so many kids. And they grow up fearing it. As adults, they fear of Tomorrow. As parents, they fear of Tomorrow. As grand parents, they fear of Tomorrow. Three Ring Circus. Don't fear it. Its only you making yourself afraid. Look forward to Tomorrow. Be happy its there. Its a new begginning. You can start over. Tommorrow is good. Don't let it get to you. Or life may seem shorter.
I have learned all of these. And as I type this, Im not saying it. I am saying it from the deepest corner in my mind and in my heart. I let myself drift away as my fingers are floating over these keys. I let them do the typing. I type what comes into my mind. I don't think twice. My first instinct is the best. And I plan to go with it. Only now, I am a hypocryte. I want to hid from Today. I wish I could go back and change the mistakes that I have done from Yesterday. And I am still scared out of my mind for Tommorrow. Don't make the same mistakes as me. Maybe I'm reassuring myself that everything will turn out for the best. But I won't now until Tomorow...I bet you can read my mind of what im going to say now...A Three Ring Circus. Thats all life is. And I'm afriad of the three clowns.. Can you guess the names...Today...Yesterday...Tomorrow... They can scare the shit out of anybody who is weak enough. And I am in their target. I have one last question. Are you?