Oct 05, 2007 13:08
i used to love october.
this year i'm struggling through the season. who am i kidding? this year i'm struggling.
october was a pivotal month for me last year. maybe it will be again.
i know it's not kingly but there's this ache that stays with me. and yes, i know it apparently is serving me, otherwise i wouldn't feel it.
still, i miss them.