I'm having the worst week ever and the whole week and not over yet!
*I almost got hit by a bus!
*I was suppose to get a new phone this week the store didn't have the phone I wanted in stock and now I don't have the cash for it any more and I so needed a new phone. I had my old phone now for about 2yr's now it's time for a new one now really!
*had a huge fucking list of to do's for this week and barely put a dent in it.
*lost my new fav. lip gloss that was $4 on sale and now it is about $8 now!
*went to Miami for job thingy and I know I not going to get and it rained the whole time I was their I got a nice bruise with a hole on top it all, that messed my mom shorts (not mines, her was nicer.) from a nail on those crave side things I guess a bumper! And I miss my bus (the same bus that almost hit me! the bitch! I was almost killed for real) AND I ended like paying $75 in a taxi home.(that's why I can't get a new phone now!)
*And I just missed the end of my fav. show I been waiting like a fucking weeks ....NO months I been waiting months to see the show and I've been warning the hell out of my family that I just been waiting forever to see this damn show to not mess it up for me (the only thing I got going for my life right now! >,< T.T ) And my fucked-up smart-ass little brother can't sleep in his own fucking bed for one fucking night!(his like 13!) NO he had to sleep in the fucking living room on the couch. Just because he fucking like it their!
*And now my fav. art site (deviantART) fucking took down one my fucking art work and it's not the first time, it the 2nd time. (the first time was with that newspaper piece for anime.) It was over this chick's piece of shit pic. of a out-of-focus pic. of a feather ( A FEATHER! that u can barely see in my pic.) with fucking water drops on it!!! WHAT THE FUCK and I link it back to her and I also said that I was NOT going to try to make any money off the stupid pic! And if anything she should feel happy that someone thought her work was good enough to use and it link back to her so her fucking name can get around and seen by more people! ( I would feel happy that some one did that to me!) And I fucking talked to her too, and told me about it and I ask her if she wanted me to take it down, and she fucking said 'no, that's was not the point.' So I fuck thought it was still fucking a o.k. !!! THE BITCH!
So that my week so far suck's ass! I'm so upset I feel like crying!!! I really don't let little things like this upset me so much, because theirs a lot of bigger stuff out in the world happening to people everyday, like kids not eating and part of the world and etc...I'm just blessed and all to have a family and a roof over my head shit. BUT still it don't make me feel less upset about what a fuck-up-end week I'm having so far.
Maybe part of it is my girl-junk is acting up (I feel like the 'bloody fucking Eve's gift to all women' is coming on and I'm just pms-ing. thank-u Eve!) If I saw fucking Eve on the street I'll killer!
But that Deviant-thingy was like icing on the fucking cake! I'm so pissed off at this moment I could really kill some body right now, but I've cooled off right with writing this journal. Its really helping or I just getting really sleepy or tired typing (or bored typing this already.) Either or, this was good for me to do to get the little shit off my chest.
And I've calm down a little. -__-
oh here the bitch's pic. I used:
http://babyjoan.deviantart.com/art/your-conscience-II-78590802 and the piece I used it in:
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v493/sal05/sal.jpg and if you want to look a my gallery here (it will make me feel better. ^_^ ) :
http://silversal.deviantart.com/gallery/