Dreams.....
i'm so annoyed....i've gotten very little sleep and its all because of a sick and twisted dream about my physics teacher.....i have no idea why i've been having it and i thought it had gone away when i hadn't had in like a month and a half. -.-;
anyway the run down of my dream is basically along the lines of: mr. gregg askes me to see him in his classroom after school for his "tutorial" session to go over my most recent failed test. so i agree and say fine whatever and i show up and we start working on it and one point he gets mad at me because i don't understand and pretty much pushes me against the wall and out of nowhere he has a pocket knife and he pins me against the wall. The most digusting part is....he fucking rapes me ;_; and its not just that part that makes it that bad, as he's doing it he's asking me questions related to physics and everytime i answer incorrectly he'd make a big slash mark onto different parts of my body with the knife. just....very very disturbing.....it was very realistic too......T.T and just....i woke up the other night almost crying....and the last night the scary part was i couldn't wake up, no matter how much i wanted to.....-.-;
anyway the run down of my dream is basically along the lines of: mr. gregg askes me to see him in his classroom after school for his "tutorial" session to go over my most recent failed test. so i agree and say fine whatever and i show up and we start working on it and one point he gets mad at me because i don't understand and pretty much pushes me against the wall and out of nowhere he has a pocket knife and he pins me against the wall. The most digusting part is....he fucking rapes me ;_; and its not just that part that makes it that bad, as he's doing it he's asking me questions related to physics and everytime i answer incorrectly he'd make a big slash mark onto different parts of my body with the knife. just....very very disturbing.....it was very realistic too......T.T and just....i woke up the other night almost crying....and the last night the scary part was i couldn't wake up, no matter how much i wanted to.....-.-;