Life sucks, and then you die. -Jacob Black.

Jan 30, 2009 22:36

Sooooooooo. Friday. Yup. What? It's here? Almost over? Where did it go? Come back friday!
:( I know. I have playlists and fanfic that are long long overdue. Lena. Vambi, you know that I never meant to ignore all of your squabbling posts about the puzzling questions of life. I will be back soon. Aggggggggggghhhhh. So. Damn. Tired. I'm tired of everything! Not much is enjoyable anymore, ya' know. Even sleep. My precious, precious sleep. Don't desert me too!
Lately i've been having problems with everything and anything. One tiny glitch in the puzzle-brain and boom. All undone. I guess i've been crying a lot lately. Everyone's kind of dissapointed in me and it's kind of a crap feeling.

You know what annoys me? Adults tha act like they know everything. Like their lives are any better. Like that extra weight or the circles under your eyes or the way that you carry yourself that says you haven't been loved in awhile. You aren't fooling anybody. sigh. They're just like little big kids. More crazy ramble for distraction purposes.

And what do we hear when we get home from school all tired, defeated and ego-wounded? College. Fuck, college. Like it's gonna get any of us anywhere with this economy and some grades. Oh, sorry. Don't let me rain on your little college parade. I'm sure that it's great with the non-morning classes and all. But really, my scholarships? Mean nothing with these grades.
Good night world, we'll see if tomorrow's string puppets can do any better.

tired, blah

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