Jun 02, 2010 21:07
Got home - been here almost an hour and have showed and I'm bored. At work I was motivated and giddy and i have stuff i can be sewing but I'm lazy now. I have games I can be playing but I'm lazy. Books to be reading but not feeling like doing that. Don't want to sit here and watch anime, flashforward, or other Tv. I'm just not sure what I want to do at all. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT TO DO!!! *sigh*
Listening to glee music writing this and I'm thinking about bubble gum ice cream from haywards, but at the same time i don't really need it. (and don't want to go and get it either) See? LAZY!!!
I want friends who will want to sew with me and work on costumes. I've never had a friend like that and it makes me sad because I have friends who are able to do those things with other friends and maybe that's why they are amazing at making costumes because they can learn shortcuts and stuff from each others. Sometimes i get caught up in the details and it over whelms me...
I had all sorts of ideas and motivations at work today but now that I'm home they are completely gone. Blegh..