I sometimes wish I could be a stay at home mom, but at the same token I totally want to go back to work. I know its strange to want both and in some strange regard I do get to do both, yay for teacher perks. I definietly don't look forward to heading back to work with Nick still waking up for one feeding overnight, but tis my life so far.
Nick has been adorable. It amazes me how rapidly they grow and develop. He is a bundle of wonder. Like I stated before Nick does not sleep through the night, which is not so bad because he will wake up around 3-4 am for a bottle and then go to back to sleep. Now this would not be the worst scenario if he would fall asleep after his 10-11 pm bottle, this boy avoids sleep as much as his father. But at the same token this could be completely horrible and he could be getting up every 2 hrs and he isn't, so I figure it is all in due time when things get better. I'm trying to get myself ready for work, waking up at a reasonable hour to start dealing with the fatigue I know I will face and bringing Nick to my grandma so they can both get use to one another.
Nicky cooing.
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While I get use to things I've been trying plan my time ahead so I can live a life, but my parents have been enamored with Nick and want to have him around often so my little adventures can continue. March so far is pretty bare, but I do plan on going to the DoV Wonderland Ball which will be a big treat for me. April is pretty much free so I can chill and relax while I dive back into work. May is Matsuri fun time with Nicky in tow and planning the Baptism. I'll be a ANext and totally want to hang out and possible assist in fun times, so remember me peeps. Nick will be with grandma and grandpa though, I really don't think I have the skill to deal with baby and cosplay.
And that is the other thing, yah I'm still going to cosplay. I have a bunch of things plan and I will update things when I have things more ironed out. Right now Anext will have some Ranka, Nia, and maybe some Tsubasa but I'm not promising anything right now. I plan on hitting Otakon and so far I'm hoping to join some Fairie fun and naturally assist a person I toss hearts too. I have nothing really interesting plan because as Janina said she is slowing down in cosplay so my partner in crime is pretty much out of the picture this year. I'm totally cool with it because she was super helpful and supportive with me last year during my pregnancy. We both have so much on our plate that cosplay and cons really don't always match or fit in as well we would hope.
On a random side note, I've gotten more into loli than I think I should but I'm really enjoying internet browsing and plotting. I don't foresee myself rushing to buy a ton of items...I kinda need that for diapers and formula right now, but I can see myself in a lot of frills and ruffles. BTW I'm leaning to a more classic or semi-sweet feel because they are cuter and I think I can handle those styles the best.