*siiiigh*
Have you ever felt like your friends just want you around -- not because they appreciate your company -- but because your unattractiveness makes them look better?
Am I really that unattractive?
And why do I always, always, feel like I'm annoying my friends? I have this constant nagging in the back of my mind that I really annoy the fuck out of my friends, and they just won't tell me?
Plus, why don't they ever listen to me? I keep telling my friends I don't have money. I tell them over and over and over, and yet, they don't seem to grasp the fact that I can't simply replace something because it sucks or because I don't like it. I just can't. Nor do they seem to understand that 90% of my clothing comes from clearance racks. I can't buy expensive things. God, I would love to, but I can't. Hell, I can't even pay for gas on my own.
*sigh*
I gotta stop being so damn emo.
PS: I can wear whatever I want, when I want. T_T But why do I feel so.... bullied?
Am I really that unattractive?
And why do I always, always, feel like I'm annoying my friends? I have this constant nagging in the back of my mind that I really annoy the fuck out of my friends, and they just won't tell me?
Plus, why don't they ever listen to me? I keep telling my friends I don't have money. I tell them over and over and over, and yet, they don't seem to grasp the fact that I can't simply replace something because it sucks or because I don't like it. I just can't. Nor do they seem to understand that 90% of my clothing comes from clearance racks. I can't buy expensive things. God, I would love to, but I can't. Hell, I can't even pay for gas on my own.
*sigh*
I gotta stop being so damn emo.
PS: I can wear whatever I want, when I want. T_T But why do I feel so.... bullied?