Lots of stuff to say...so much stuff to do...SO LITTLE TIME : (
*takes a deep breath*
Ok. I had another equestrian meeting tonight..and we turned in all our forms and stuff. I was planning on riding in the first show this weekend, but then I ultimately decided not to. I'll only have had one lesson by the show...and it's $20 to enter because the school isn't covering it yet...so I figured it would do better to just wait until the October 30th show. Besides...I don't even have any show clothes yet..and I'm too stressed right now to be worrying about trying to get everything by sunday. Some of the girls and I are going to go to a "2nd hand" tack shop in middleburg and we're going to get nice, but cheap, show stuff. I'm excited!!! Eric's going to go too..and maybe I can convince him to try on breeches?? hehehehe i WISH. So bottom line, I'm not showing..but I'm ok with that for now. I think. My first lesson is this thursday for real. Thank goodness it's finally happening...or else i was going to have a fit. Next subject......
Eric's parents. I could seriously kill them. Get this...they've been bitching for MONTHS about how they need to save money and not spend it on anything (like a car for Eric) so his dad's practice can get built up again....and then today his mom tells him that they're going to get his youngest brother a fucking PUPPY....and then get something like a $3,000 fence for it because it's going to be an outside dog. As soon as he told me his mom said that..I got so mad. What are his parents on???? Some kind of super psychidelic CRACK????? Eric needs a car, and after all of the past year, he deserves it so much. But no, his parents decide that they can't afford to help him buy a car, yet they can buy his youngest brother some ugly beagle with a $3,000 fence plus food and expenses, just for pleasure? His family can't handle a puppy.....and if they can afford that for no reason...they can sure as hell afford to help Eric get a car (because it's a necessity). It just drives me up the wall the way his parents love to fuck him over...and I honestly can't stand it anymore. I wish someone would just bitch slap some sense into both of his parents...good god. The thing that gets me the most is when they're like, get a job! Oh but wait, he needs a car to get to a job! DUH! It'll be a year in November..and for what little he's ever done to them in his life (he's such a good kid compared to a lot)...he hasn't deserved a single month of this. I'll say this. If he doesn't have a car by the end of winter break and his brother has a puppy...his parents are going to hear it. I hate parents...they're so fucked up. And i hate that Eric's are treating him like this. They don't do crap for him....and it's not fair : (. My poor baby..........
I love you so much.
I'd better get working...I've got a lot to do....and it's already past 1130pm. great.
Ok. I had another equestrian meeting tonight..and we turned in all our forms and stuff. I was planning on riding in the first show this weekend, but then I ultimately decided not to. I'll only have had one lesson by the show...and it's $20 to enter because the school isn't covering it yet...so I figured it would do better to just wait until the October 30th show. Besides...I don't even have any show clothes yet..and I'm too stressed right now to be worrying about trying to get everything by sunday. Some of the girls and I are going to go to a "2nd hand" tack shop in middleburg and we're going to get nice, but cheap, show stuff. I'm excited!!! Eric's going to go too..and maybe I can convince him to try on breeches?? hehehehe i WISH. So bottom line, I'm not showing..but I'm ok with that for now. I think. My first lesson is this thursday for real. Thank goodness it's finally happening...or else i was going to have a fit. Next subject......
Eric's parents. I could seriously kill them. Get this...they've been bitching for MONTHS about how they need to save money and not spend it on anything (like a car for Eric) so his dad's practice can get built up again....and then today his mom tells him that they're going to get his youngest brother a fucking PUPPY....and then get something like a $3,000 fence for it because it's going to be an outside dog. As soon as he told me his mom said that..I got so mad. What are his parents on???? Some kind of super psychidelic CRACK????? Eric needs a car, and after all of the past year, he deserves it so much. But no, his parents decide that they can't afford to help him buy a car, yet they can buy his youngest brother some ugly beagle with a $3,000 fence plus food and expenses, just for pleasure? His family can't handle a puppy.....and if they can afford that for no reason...they can sure as hell afford to help Eric get a car (because it's a necessity). It just drives me up the wall the way his parents love to fuck him over...and I honestly can't stand it anymore. I wish someone would just bitch slap some sense into both of his parents...good god. The thing that gets me the most is when they're like, get a job! Oh but wait, he needs a car to get to a job! DUH! It'll be a year in November..and for what little he's ever done to them in his life (he's such a good kid compared to a lot)...he hasn't deserved a single month of this. I'll say this. If he doesn't have a car by the end of winter break and his brother has a puppy...his parents are going to hear it. I hate parents...they're so fucked up. And i hate that Eric's are treating him like this. They don't do crap for him....and it's not fair : (. My poor baby..........
I love you so much.
I'd better get working...I've got a lot to do....and it's already past 1130pm. great.