May 20, 2012 13:41
These days i've been keep thinking of what will happen in the future.
I dont like think about that cause it always makes me wonder and i'm so scared to face it.
Soon, 2 weeks more, and i'll be done for this quarter, and i'm done for my degree. InsyaAllah. Well, i have one more intern to do. But i'm going to finish all my subjects by this June. 10th june is my commencement. So nervous! but excited too at the same time.
As i think again, yes, there are a lot of hardships that i had gone through for these past 4 years. It always make me wonder that there's alot of rintangan, and cabaran.
I still remember, there's a lot of cabaran and rintangan , just to come to US. there's a lot of problems here and there.
But hey~ i've manage to come here to study anyway! :)
Alhamdulillah. :)
And once i;m here, yes.. theres another hardships here. Struggling here and there but i manage to survive.
Almost 2 years ,, i'm away from Malaysia. I learned a lot when i came here. A lot of experiences can be gain here.
yes, there a lot of sugar and spices in my life when i think back again. meet lots and lots kind of people. And i had learned so many things from here, to be more matured and think more wisely.
Yesterday i skype with my parents. I missed them a lot. I missed my family too~ My brother kept asking me, when he will be able to come to US to visit me. He's the one who really wants to go here and excited about it...
but my parents said they will come here soon, maybe end of this year hopefully, depends on the budget.
So.... when i think about all these things, it makes me realize that life is not perfect as it seems. Allah gave us all those hardships, just to make us become stronger and He knows that we can bear it and survive.
SubahanaAllah.