no brain activity, so no subject/title. lol!
okay, heres a little few updates.
sunday was my birthday. i am now 24. IM OLD!!!!! lol! damn......i remember when i turned 18 and was so excited about it. if you told me then, that this is the life i would be living at 24, i would have shot my head off. lmao. okay, maybe not, but i would have cried. *rolls eyes* anywho.....no need to dwell in such things.....i am trying to make the best of life now. no HA! *beams happily* i love looking on the bright side. yay me!!!!!! heheheheheh! *blush*
sooooo my birthday. ugh. can i just like erase everyones memory and have them not know when it is. cause like i really hate birthdays. i mean, i dont mind other peoples, but i really hate mine. stupid day. ugh! anywho. sierra didnt let me sleep, so when i got up at 9 in the morning, i had a headache. i wanted to stay up, cause i had made plans with horacio and veve to go have a birthday lunch. but, i was mad sleepy, so i went back to sleep. come 12:40, i get woken up by "famous last words" blaring from my phone. *swoons* lol. its horacio screaming in my ear asking me why i havent called him. after having him yell at me cause hes hungry and how i need to get my lazy ass up and get ready fast for about 20 mins, he hangs up and i call veve. i tell her i need to get ready, she says she need to get ready too, we laugh for about 15 mins cause of horacio and his bitchy mood and we hang up. so here i am hurrying my ass up cause seriously a hungry horacio is not a fun horacio. my hair comes out pretty decent and i even manage to get my makeup really nice. YAY ME! by the way horacio calls two times and bitches some more. damn bitchy him! lol! oh and it turn out that he made it so that when i call him, his phone is on mute.....the nerve of him! LMAO!
so we get to his house, in record time if i do say so myself, and pick him up. i get bitched at again and then some after i tell him i need to get some gas. *rolls eyes* oh, let me just add...he likes to bust balls....so its all in good fun....and no, i dont have balls....hahahahhahah! they let me pick the resturant, OHHHH! lol. we go to the cheesecake factory. can i just say this place is....WOW! so, we get seated, ordered some appetizers and then some. lol. by the way, the ones i really wanted, i dont get cause horacio decided that the ones he wanted were better. 0_o, yeah, i dont know either. lol. i get made fun of cause i ordered the same thing i get basically everywhere.....but so did they. hahaha. some habits are hard to break. lol. we had an incident.....oh veve.....he is so embarrasssing isnt he!?!?!?! anywho, manager is called, our waitress leaves us and we arent told, it took forever for our food to come out, yeah....it was kinda sucking. but then *drumroll* enter thai. *swoons* he is a cutey asian. and get this!!!! he spoke spanish....i practically creamed myself......hehehehheheh! (i think that is such a turn on, lol) he was very attentive and always smiled (very cute smile) and was uberly nice. when we finally finished (sucks about the pasta veve, sorry) we ordered cheesecakes and some drinks. lol. horacio tells thai that its my birthday and he gets all, "really?!?! we are going to get the band out here, or some marachis" i couldnt help but get giddy, he was acting like it was something special....couldnt help but get excited. so then, he comes with the chessecakes and the one i ordered with veve (which was sooooooooooo good *moans*) has in chocolate syrup, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!" written on it with confetti. *blush* they sang to me and it was sooooo cute. so it sucked at first, but, thai (hehehe) made it all better. i do have to say, veve wanted him, so i have to keep my hands off, cause we all know veve is a jealous bitch and the mere thought of me even touching him will send her into a jealous rage. and i seriously have no patience to deal with that. LMAO! ROFL! god, i love you veve! you know my man is at katz's, lol!
so we go to horacios house and just use his bathroom...hahahahha, go pick up his mail (cause hes a lazy ass and old fart) and then we take off. we still had to go do some grocery shopping and shit. we leave, i pick up the family. as every sunday goes, we head to target and after we head to heb. *sigh* i end up getting home at about 1130 and end up sleeping at 1230, can i just say, i am dead tired. it didnt help that sierra woke me up like twice. i love her.....dammit!
my birthday was pretty decent. i mean, as long as i am with my two bffs, i am totally happy. they make me laugh. but i cant help but think there was some things missing. i dont want to sound ungrateful, cause believe me.....veve and horacio wasted at shitload at cheesecake factory. (sorry you guys, i didnt think it would had been that much) but.....*sigh*.
i only got one hug that day. from my mom. my brother didnt say anything. vanessa didnt say anything. i didnt get an offical birthday cake (which is like something i wish for), and not even a birthday card. and *pout*, i know she is going to read this.....and you dont have to say it, but.....lucylla didnt even say happy birthday. not even a mention. i know i said i hate birthdays.....but.....of all the people.....to have not said anything, it was her. *sigh* ugh.....moving on, i dont want to cry.
i think the art institute of houston doesnt give evening classes. *rolls eyes* am i ever going to go back to school?!?!?!?! this makes me just want to give up. like no lie. no drama. seriously. i mean its bad enough that i have to find a job that pays decent money, unless i want to go into bankrupcy, i now have this. how can i find a evening job that pays good money so i can go to school during the day. *sigh* this blows. i am not giving up....my sister told me about this girl who has a city job, get paid good and gets to go to class during the day.....maybe there is still hope. *crosses fingers*
my creativity has shut its self down. i dont know where its at. i want to like draw, paint and write, and i cant get anything to process in my mind. grrrrrr! i need a muse........CALLING ALL MUSES NEEDING SOMEONE TO INSPIRE......I AM RIGHT HERE TAKING APPLICANTS......DESPERATELY SEEKING!
okay......its late, and i thinks this is long enough. i have more to write.....sooooooo til next time.......I LOVE YOU!
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX to the millions!!!!!!!!!
oh and to venusmoon, you are way tooo awesome. seriously, you made my day. thank you sooo much. i feel all kinds of special. *hugs you madly*
i dont have her on my friends list, so she wont read this, but to bunnymix, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!! :)
and to write_my_eulogy i cant wait for the day i get to hug you. i apologize ahead of time if i bruise you. i love you madly!
tuski_no_hime without you, i am lost. always be the light in my dark world. i love you. thank you....for being you. <3
hugs to everyone else!!!!!!!! you all rock.
sunday was my birthday. i am now 24. IM OLD!!!!! lol! damn......i remember when i turned 18 and was so excited about it. if you told me then, that this is the life i would be living at 24, i would have shot my head off. lmao. okay, maybe not, but i would have cried. *rolls eyes* anywho.....no need to dwell in such things.....i am trying to make the best of life now. no HA! *beams happily* i love looking on the bright side. yay me!!!!!! heheheheheh! *blush*
sooooo my birthday. ugh. can i just like erase everyones memory and have them not know when it is. cause like i really hate birthdays. i mean, i dont mind other peoples, but i really hate mine. stupid day. ugh! anywho. sierra didnt let me sleep, so when i got up at 9 in the morning, i had a headache. i wanted to stay up, cause i had made plans with horacio and veve to go have a birthday lunch. but, i was mad sleepy, so i went back to sleep. come 12:40, i get woken up by "famous last words" blaring from my phone. *swoons* lol. its horacio screaming in my ear asking me why i havent called him. after having him yell at me cause hes hungry and how i need to get my lazy ass up and get ready fast for about 20 mins, he hangs up and i call veve. i tell her i need to get ready, she says she need to get ready too, we laugh for about 15 mins cause of horacio and his bitchy mood and we hang up. so here i am hurrying my ass up cause seriously a hungry horacio is not a fun horacio. my hair comes out pretty decent and i even manage to get my makeup really nice. YAY ME! by the way horacio calls two times and bitches some more. damn bitchy him! lol! oh and it turn out that he made it so that when i call him, his phone is on mute.....the nerve of him! LMAO!
so we get to his house, in record time if i do say so myself, and pick him up. i get bitched at again and then some after i tell him i need to get some gas. *rolls eyes* oh, let me just add...he likes to bust balls....so its all in good fun....and no, i dont have balls....hahahahhahah! they let me pick the resturant, OHHHH! lol. we go to the cheesecake factory. can i just say this place is....WOW! so, we get seated, ordered some appetizers and then some. lol. by the way, the ones i really wanted, i dont get cause horacio decided that the ones he wanted were better. 0_o, yeah, i dont know either. lol. i get made fun of cause i ordered the same thing i get basically everywhere.....but so did they. hahaha. some habits are hard to break. lol. we had an incident.....oh veve.....he is so embarrasssing isnt he!?!?!?! anywho, manager is called, our waitress leaves us and we arent told, it took forever for our food to come out, yeah....it was kinda sucking. but then *drumroll* enter thai. *swoons* he is a cutey asian. and get this!!!! he spoke spanish....i practically creamed myself......hehehehheheh! (i think that is such a turn on, lol) he was very attentive and always smiled (very cute smile) and was uberly nice. when we finally finished (sucks about the pasta veve, sorry) we ordered cheesecakes and some drinks. lol. horacio tells thai that its my birthday and he gets all, "really?!?! we are going to get the band out here, or some marachis" i couldnt help but get giddy, he was acting like it was something special....couldnt help but get excited. so then, he comes with the chessecakes and the one i ordered with veve (which was sooooooooooo good *moans*) has in chocolate syrup, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!" written on it with confetti. *blush* they sang to me and it was sooooo cute. so it sucked at first, but, thai (hehehe) made it all better. i do have to say, veve wanted him, so i have to keep my hands off, cause we all know veve is a jealous bitch and the mere thought of me even touching him will send her into a jealous rage. and i seriously have no patience to deal with that. LMAO! ROFL! god, i love you veve! you know my man is at katz's, lol!
so we go to horacios house and just use his bathroom...hahahahha, go pick up his mail (cause hes a lazy ass and old fart) and then we take off. we still had to go do some grocery shopping and shit. we leave, i pick up the family. as every sunday goes, we head to target and after we head to heb. *sigh* i end up getting home at about 1130 and end up sleeping at 1230, can i just say, i am dead tired. it didnt help that sierra woke me up like twice. i love her.....dammit!
my birthday was pretty decent. i mean, as long as i am with my two bffs, i am totally happy. they make me laugh. but i cant help but think there was some things missing. i dont want to sound ungrateful, cause believe me.....veve and horacio wasted at shitload at cheesecake factory. (sorry you guys, i didnt think it would had been that much) but.....*sigh*.
i only got one hug that day. from my mom. my brother didnt say anything. vanessa didnt say anything. i didnt get an offical birthday cake (which is like something i wish for), and not even a birthday card. and *pout*, i know she is going to read this.....and you dont have to say it, but.....lucylla didnt even say happy birthday. not even a mention. i know i said i hate birthdays.....but.....of all the people.....to have not said anything, it was her. *sigh* ugh.....moving on, i dont want to cry.
i think the art institute of houston doesnt give evening classes. *rolls eyes* am i ever going to go back to school?!?!?!?! this makes me just want to give up. like no lie. no drama. seriously. i mean its bad enough that i have to find a job that pays decent money, unless i want to go into bankrupcy, i now have this. how can i find a evening job that pays good money so i can go to school during the day. *sigh* this blows. i am not giving up....my sister told me about this girl who has a city job, get paid good and gets to go to class during the day.....maybe there is still hope. *crosses fingers*
my creativity has shut its self down. i dont know where its at. i want to like draw, paint and write, and i cant get anything to process in my mind. grrrrrr! i need a muse........CALLING ALL MUSES NEEDING SOMEONE TO INSPIRE......I AM RIGHT HERE TAKING APPLICANTS......DESPERATELY SEEKING!
okay......its late, and i thinks this is long enough. i have more to write.....sooooooo til next time.......I LOVE YOU!
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX to the millions!!!!!!!!!
oh and to venusmoon, you are way tooo awesome. seriously, you made my day. thank you sooo much. i feel all kinds of special. *hugs you madly*
i dont have her on my friends list, so she wont read this, but to bunnymix, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!! :)
and to write_my_eulogy i cant wait for the day i get to hug you. i apologize ahead of time if i bruise you. i love you madly!
tuski_no_hime without you, i am lost. always be the light in my dark world. i love you. thank you....for being you. <3
hugs to everyone else!!!!!!!! you all rock.