Can I not be bipolar please @_@
I was in a shitty mood today…I’ve not been doing well in my classes lately. Well, not as well as I’d like to. And on top of that, Tuesday is my busy day…and I missed going to residence to check stuff out…and I had to deal with n00bs in Channel 3….and another boring day at work.
So I was in a “fuck it all, just kill me now mood,” randomly rocking out to X-Japan’s “Art of Life” to calm me down and ruminating on how goddamn bright it is out here and how I can’t see the stars, and just all pissed off.
I spent some time fighting with the housing forms since I’m using the new Opera beta. I almost wigged out, but I was able to save the file I need to print. It is safe.
But I came back, took a shower, came back and…WTF 4chan?!
It calms me down a bit.
I should do more work, but I have time tomorrow, so I’m going to chill. Chill, damnit. If I over-stress, over-work, and generally mentally kill myself, there’s no point, and it will only get worse. So, fuck it. 4chan and sleep are all I need.
Also…a random thought: I’m really proud of being bisexual and see it as twice the benefit, yet I’m not comfortable being bi-racial and see it as a horrible detriment. I wonder why?
And…another random thing. Someone said something so obscene in my ENG 250A class. We were vaguely discussing the bisexual implications of “Sir Gawain and the Green knight” and the guy said “Who cares? We’re all pink inside.”
Speaking of obscene…I finally finished Hoshi no Yakata. Ahh, I love the characters so much, but it’s so hardcore I start to wince and freak out over some of the panels.
Oh, and someone just knocked on the door. Expecting one of you, I said loudly., “Awwwww, do I hafta open the door?” But it was Amber, who probably LOL’d.
So I was in a “fuck it all, just kill me now mood,” randomly rocking out to X-Japan’s “Art of Life” to calm me down and ruminating on how goddamn bright it is out here and how I can’t see the stars, and just all pissed off.
I spent some time fighting with the housing forms since I’m using the new Opera beta. I almost wigged out, but I was able to save the file I need to print. It is safe.
But I came back, took a shower, came back and…WTF 4chan?!
It calms me down a bit.
I should do more work, but I have time tomorrow, so I’m going to chill. Chill, damnit. If I over-stress, over-work, and generally mentally kill myself, there’s no point, and it will only get worse. So, fuck it. 4chan and sleep are all I need.
Also…a random thought: I’m really proud of being bisexual and see it as twice the benefit, yet I’m not comfortable being bi-racial and see it as a horrible detriment. I wonder why?
And…another random thing. Someone said something so obscene in my ENG 250A class. We were vaguely discussing the bisexual implications of “Sir Gawain and the Green knight” and the guy said “Who cares? We’re all pink inside.”
Speaking of obscene…I finally finished Hoshi no Yakata. Ahh, I love the characters so much, but it’s so hardcore I start to wince and freak out over some of the panels.
Oh, and someone just knocked on the door. Expecting one of you, I said loudly., “Awwwww, do I hafta open the door?” But it was Amber, who probably LOL’d.