~Feh
Feh, still no word from UPS. I was hopin' for that. But I've been talkin' about it and sayin' how much I hoped for it so I wouldn't be surprised if I didn't get it.
That seems to happen when I talk about something good, or I'm excited about it doesn't happen or something goes wrong. Afraid to think of anything in my future just cuz' of that.^^;;
And with this whole mess of me owing the school 375, that I don't have. ~sigh~ makes me sad.
The only thing that'll possibly be n my future that I don't think I'll make go away is J. Though even the possibilities aroudn him I'm afraid to think too much on because I don't want them to not happen... Feh...
That seems to happen when I talk about something good, or I'm excited about it doesn't happen or something goes wrong. Afraid to think of anything in my future just cuz' of that.^^;;
And with this whole mess of me owing the school 375, that I don't have. ~sigh~ makes me sad.
The only thing that'll possibly be n my future that I don't think I'll make go away is J. Though even the possibilities aroudn him I'm afraid to think too much on because I don't want them to not happen... Feh...