yesterday...
it was a depressing day yesterday. just depressive. really.
I was stupid. How can a puppet which is female be happy?
How can a cursed female puppet be happy?
It doesn´t care if the one is female or male. everyone who cosplays pairings wtih me will fall in love with me. kyuubi,sue,neko,aniki,L those falled in love with me. and cosplayed pairings with me. only exceptations: Mello (she only like guys) and my near ( which is in love with someone else)
I was so stupid to believe that someone will return my feelings *smiles sad*
Its just one case: I am in love with the one who doesn´t return it to me. or they love me but I don´t. It hurts? no I already knew that it would become like this..I am sick and tired of those curse. but I can´t do anything against it. just hope that someone will find me. and it will be a return.
until that I will cosplay. even if I have to hurt so many people for not returning their feelings. I am cruel and mean. I told them to stay away. But I can´t help for wanting the near of my friends. It´s poison.
today I have to do a lot. and I have to work. tomorrow is exam. And I have no clue about it. great. I just want to go home and talking with my friends. I feel lonely.
today I ate a kind of a cake in school which I haven´t eaten for 7 years. a little bit surprising. its kinda like L XDD
and 4 people agreed with the state that I look like a boy. today we made some photos in school. now I agree with it. without make-up I really look like a boy. my luck for cosplaying boys XD
I was stupid. How can a puppet which is female be happy?
How can a cursed female puppet be happy?
It doesn´t care if the one is female or male. everyone who cosplays pairings wtih me will fall in love with me. kyuubi,sue,neko,aniki,L those falled in love with me. and cosplayed pairings with me. only exceptations: Mello (she only like guys) and my near ( which is in love with someone else)
I was so stupid to believe that someone will return my feelings *smiles sad*
Its just one case: I am in love with the one who doesn´t return it to me. or they love me but I don´t. It hurts? no I already knew that it would become like this..I am sick and tired of those curse. but I can´t do anything against it. just hope that someone will find me. and it will be a return.
until that I will cosplay. even if I have to hurt so many people for not returning their feelings. I am cruel and mean. I told them to stay away. But I can´t help for wanting the near of my friends. It´s poison.
today I have to do a lot. and I have to work. tomorrow is exam. And I have no clue about it. great. I just want to go home and talking with my friends. I feel lonely.
today I ate a kind of a cake in school which I haven´t eaten for 7 years. a little bit surprising. its kinda like L XDD
and 4 people agreed with the state that I look like a boy. today we made some photos in school. now I agree with it. without make-up I really look like a boy. my luck for cosplaying boys XD