I HATE IT!!

[sakura_hime_05]

I have school, sitting here in the print-room while the others have lessons in the classroom. its so fucking damn frustrating!!! On the beginning it was fun. because I could do what I want unless I do my schooltasks. but now...it sucks. it really sucks. I am glad when schools over

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[amanokawa_osa]

yeah, sometimes i get that feeling... but i only can do what i can do that time, ne? I mean... if what i have to do is sitting quietly then that's what i'll do... thinking about something i can't do will make me more frustrated.

wew... not a good conclusion i think ^^;

just a tips... if you have to do something you dislike, do it like Near, don't do it like Matt or Mello.
Do it. without. heart.
Never think of anything while you're doing it.
your aim is to finish ur job.
If you can finish it, you win.
If you can't finish it, you lose.

wew... that's my method, tough ^^ and it works most of time...

[sakura_hime_05]

awwww *____________* niaaaa
XDDD

that was biliant. well mostly when I am pissed off I act like mello. I bitch aound. if it isn´t that heavy pissed off I act like matt. but I will ty it. to do it like nia. you method is awesome.*_*~ thank you.

[amanokawa_osa]

hehe ^^ u're welcome ^^

i just think that by acting like mello is easy to attract the other's anger. plus, you can't think clearly. By acting like near it's easier to examine ur surrounding and to decide what you have to do that time. and people will ignore you sometimes so you have time for your self...

ah, and i begin to talk like Near O_O ... examine... uh. that's so near-ish...

[sakura_hime_05]

not eally. when I act like mello its like diect concentated poison. and mostly the othe ae just scaed. and can´t answe because they don´t know how to answe. because the wods I say then ae just quick and mostly facts.

when it is nia then I say it in a neutal way. a way who is cold and liveless. and slow. and always saying facts.

how about you?

[amanokawa_osa]

My!Nia (it's easier to mention it this way^^ )is more neutral in act but not in word ^^ i can become so bitter in Nia-mode, that's why i'll be so quiet in that state. I ever mentioned it in my DA journal...

I call it Near Syndrome

[sakura_hime_05]

thats the way I talk with my mothe.