The Legendary Swordsman Returns And Thank Heavens Because I Needed Good News.
So scant details, but Rurouni Kenshin is making a comeback. I hope we finally get to see the Jinchuu arc! I'm so excited about this. I LOVE RK, though I like to ignore the OAV's exist, since I prefer the manga ending to their tale.
Hearing the news just about made my day, considering the world of suck lately.
I'm currently recovering from miscarriage #3... They did an MVA tuesday and I'm currently trying not to move too much at the moment since I feel okay for the moment. But I've been getting mild to severe cramping pains since I got home. Guess going back to work Thursday was not a good idea.
Mom is probably going to interrogate us Sunday when we see her. She and Dad have no clue what's been going on. Mom is undergoing her own medical drama right now and she's so emotionally unstable, that she'll cry at anything and everything. So we didn't want to tell her anything that would upset her. And frankly as selfish as it sounds, I can't deal with her crying over this.
With the last one hubby told her over the phone and she started bawling, I just can't cope with her crying over this, it just makes me feel worse and I'm actually doing pretty well on the emotional score. I get periods where I'm just tired and sad and wonder just how many more times I can put myself and my body through this.
I'm sure work is jumping for joy since now they won't have to panic about me needing maternity leave. I know that sounds cynical, but we are talking about a bunch of people who literally called me an hour before my procedure Tuesday. Yes literally an hour before I was due to be sedated to get medical treatment for my miscarriage, they were calling and emailing wanting me to fix a problem that was a non problem.
Why was it a non problem? Because they had instructions, they just didn't follow them. When I talked to a couple of the girls today, they said, well we figured we could sort it out on our own, that's why we didn't go to the boss. So its alright to not go bug the boss, but okay to call a woman miscarrying right before she's about to receive treatment for it... WTF!!!!!!!!
I seriously need new minions, or at least one with SOME common sense would be nice.
Sorry needed to rant about that, I mean to be fair I am kind of angry at the world right now at the unfairness of it all. Such as how I can exercise, eat right, not smoke, not drink anything but water, not take drugs and yet after 5 years of trying, 2 surgeries and now 3 miscarriages I am still motherless, but my hubby's cousin's gf can smoke, and drink mountain dew like water throughout her pregnancies and have two completely healthy children...
But even if I wasn't that angry, I think it was completely insensitive of the people at work to do what they did. So not only can they not seem to cope when I take a vacation day, they even have to bug me on a day I'm out receiving medical treatment!
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH!!!! Okay feel better now. Maybe I'll hate them less once the horrible cramping and nasty lower back pain dies down.
On the plus side, my HCG levels are dropping quickly which is a good indicator they didn't leave anything in there. Since my last test 2 weeks ago, they've gone from forty five thousand down to four thousand. I get to get poked once a week (oh lucky me) every week until that number is zero.
I get prodded again in two weeks to check there were no complications from the procedure, then I guess we talk about the future. I was thinking a nice long break. Hubby is thinking since things actually started off rather positive this time, that we should get right back on the trying horse... especially since sadly after a miscarriage they say you're super fertile. I know in the case of our friends, she was pregnant again 6 weeks after her loss and Ashyln is now 9 months old.
So we compromised we wait at least one cycle and then its all go. But of course we'll see what the doctor says, he may have other ideas and right now I'm too sore to even want to consider as soon as possible! Easy enough for hubby to want to get right back at it, when his insides aren't the ones trying to shrink back to regular size!
He has been amazing though, as usual. He's been sweet and supportive and everything I've needed. Its our 10th wedding anniversary next week and despite all our troubles with trying to conceive its been a wonderful ten years that I wouldn't change for anything.
Thank heavens its the weekend at least!
Hearing the news just about made my day, considering the world of suck lately.
I'm currently recovering from miscarriage #3... They did an MVA tuesday and I'm currently trying not to move too much at the moment since I feel okay for the moment. But I've been getting mild to severe cramping pains since I got home. Guess going back to work Thursday was not a good idea.
Mom is probably going to interrogate us Sunday when we see her. She and Dad have no clue what's been going on. Mom is undergoing her own medical drama right now and she's so emotionally unstable, that she'll cry at anything and everything. So we didn't want to tell her anything that would upset her. And frankly as selfish as it sounds, I can't deal with her crying over this.
With the last one hubby told her over the phone and she started bawling, I just can't cope with her crying over this, it just makes me feel worse and I'm actually doing pretty well on the emotional score. I get periods where I'm just tired and sad and wonder just how many more times I can put myself and my body through this.
I'm sure work is jumping for joy since now they won't have to panic about me needing maternity leave. I know that sounds cynical, but we are talking about a bunch of people who literally called me an hour before my procedure Tuesday. Yes literally an hour before I was due to be sedated to get medical treatment for my miscarriage, they were calling and emailing wanting me to fix a problem that was a non problem.
Why was it a non problem? Because they had instructions, they just didn't follow them. When I talked to a couple of the girls today, they said, well we figured we could sort it out on our own, that's why we didn't go to the boss. So its alright to not go bug the boss, but okay to call a woman miscarrying right before she's about to receive treatment for it... WTF!!!!!!!!
I seriously need new minions, or at least one with SOME common sense would be nice.
Sorry needed to rant about that, I mean to be fair I am kind of angry at the world right now at the unfairness of it all. Such as how I can exercise, eat right, not smoke, not drink anything but water, not take drugs and yet after 5 years of trying, 2 surgeries and now 3 miscarriages I am still motherless, but my hubby's cousin's gf can smoke, and drink mountain dew like water throughout her pregnancies and have two completely healthy children...
But even if I wasn't that angry, I think it was completely insensitive of the people at work to do what they did. So not only can they not seem to cope when I take a vacation day, they even have to bug me on a day I'm out receiving medical treatment!
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGH!!!! Okay feel better now. Maybe I'll hate them less once the horrible cramping and nasty lower back pain dies down.
On the plus side, my HCG levels are dropping quickly which is a good indicator they didn't leave anything in there. Since my last test 2 weeks ago, they've gone from forty five thousand down to four thousand. I get to get poked once a week (oh lucky me) every week until that number is zero.
I get prodded again in two weeks to check there were no complications from the procedure, then I guess we talk about the future. I was thinking a nice long break. Hubby is thinking since things actually started off rather positive this time, that we should get right back on the trying horse... especially since sadly after a miscarriage they say you're super fertile. I know in the case of our friends, she was pregnant again 6 weeks after her loss and Ashyln is now 9 months old.
So we compromised we wait at least one cycle and then its all go. But of course we'll see what the doctor says, he may have other ideas and right now I'm too sore to even want to consider as soon as possible! Easy enough for hubby to want to get right back at it, when his insides aren't the ones trying to shrink back to regular size!
He has been amazing though, as usual. He's been sweet and supportive and everything I've needed. Its our 10th wedding anniversary next week and despite all our troubles with trying to conceive its been a wonderful ten years that I wouldn't change for anything.
Thank heavens its the weekend at least!