you have no idea

[sakura_chii]

i'm so sad...i feel as though i'm in the depths of hell...it's so cold...my friend wendy went home, went back to California yesterday...to you guys, it might not seem very important, but she is a huge part of my life and she made me so home-sick, i couldn't stand it...it's thrown me in a depression i don't think anyone understands...i miss my friends and the place where i grew up...i was born in San Diego and i lived there for my entire life, until a year ago...what was once my life, is now upside down and it's no ones fault...it might be my own, but this much i have not come to realize yet...everything i knew is now wrong and i don't know why...my parents might be separating, at least it seems so...they are on the verge...my grandma is sick and i don't know if she's ok or not...i'm in trouble with my mom cause of grades...Christian and i keep fighting (at least it's fighting in my eyes) about random stupid things like me talking to other guys and him talking to other girls...it doesn't REALLY matter, does it?...i am so sad...i can't stop crying...i haven't slipped this far for quite a few years...

~Sakura_Chii~

Quote of the Day: "Never regret the things in your life that once made you smile."