Feb 28, 2005 12:14
ok... I am freaking out right now... need to talk to someone... tried to call my younger sister and I got a busy signal.... AHHHH!!!! I still be upset with my older sis, just a little... and then HE has to tell me he still likes me..... no pressure of course..... Um, no pressure? NO PRESSURE?! Wahh...... I don't know what to do.... this happened with the NS guy (again, wisa, you know of whom I speak).... now I barely talk with him and our lives have drifted so far apart, I barely know him anymore. I don't want this to happen but at the same time, it's rather awkward being with someone you know likes you when you don't really know where your feelings lie.... I mean..... BAH!!!! This is SUPER STINKY! crap crap crapcrapcrapcrap.....
Ok, done freaking out now.... not really, but I have to go eat lunch. Will write again when I can. Hope all is well with everyone else. Love and God bless!