This isn't good.
I think Eric hates me now.
This isn't good, this isn't good, this isn't good at all...
He is my good friend, and I miss him terribly. But I think something I did offended him.
I'm sorry...
And I know, you probably won't accept my apology. If you're sorry, why did you do it in the first place right?
In other news, that boy tried to get me to go home with him again, but you know, sometimes you just have
to put your foot down. Honestly, I don't want sex every single night of the week...
Especially when my mom is pissed off at me already...and I'm getting birth control tomorrow...
Maybe tomorrow? I don't know...it might be too soon...
I don't want to feel used or anything. Well it's all about the state of mind...I mean, I suppose I'm using him too,
since I don't love him and we don't know each other that well...
Why is sex so sick? Why does it twist things up and strangle them? Strangle people?
Why is it so desirable? Why is it all some people want? Always?
This isn't good, this isn't good, this isn't good at all...
He is my good friend, and I miss him terribly. But I think something I did offended him.
I'm sorry...
And I know, you probably won't accept my apology. If you're sorry, why did you do it in the first place right?
In other news, that boy tried to get me to go home with him again, but you know, sometimes you just have
to put your foot down. Honestly, I don't want sex every single night of the week...
Especially when my mom is pissed off at me already...and I'm getting birth control tomorrow...
Maybe tomorrow? I don't know...it might be too soon...
I don't want to feel used or anything. Well it's all about the state of mind...I mean, I suppose I'm using him too,
since I don't love him and we don't know each other that well...
Why is sex so sick? Why does it twist things up and strangle them? Strangle people?
Why is it so desirable? Why is it all some people want? Always?