the place where sunshine gathered

[sakumo114]

here i am.. when i supposed to edit my thesis, i make a post here =w= somehow i'm in the mood to write something on this journal.. as usual, nothing's special but my rambling..

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[lovu_lovu_aiba]

lol what a post~ XD
and you supposed to do your thesis *is nagging*

I understand~
Like I prefer Arashi from KAT-TUN, everyone has right to choose and everyone has their preferably things~ then I'm glad to read this post.

There are lot of wars, and hating, and blablabla in Arashi fandom, I somehow understand. No, it's not somehow, I understand... Like we are there to have fun but in the end that suppose to be peaceful place is... ruined and corrupt. Tho in the end I still there, maybe because I love them too much to torture myself longer, or maybe my friends keep me there XD I'm not even sure myself.

Shits happened and I know you have your own reasons to leave. Tho I did ask you directly and you answered me directly also... But I know you have deep answer for my question that you keep. Maybe someday you will tell me, maybe no, or maybe it's just my own assumption~ Either way, I'm glad you were there~

p/s : anon icon is very relevant for an 'attention whore' post, don't you think so? XD

[sakumo114]

actually.. this is one of reasons why i left arashi's fandom.. i've been thinking about leaving the fandom since last year.. like you said, at that time, i still love them to much tho those were some errors, here and there.. and when it came the time which i couldn't bear those all, i found V6's.. not by coincident, since i've been seeking "the new shelter".. you knew, i spent a short good time in eighters.. but v-cluster make me feel comfort, more than eighters or arashist did.. that's why i committed to be part of v-kura, where fanwar doesn't exist.. not only because of the amount of fans, but because their silent rules since a long time ago..

i can't tell you those reasons at one time, since there are too much and too long stories.. maybe you'll know about all of them some day..

p/s : anon icon always remind me about mirrorman XD

[lovu_lovu_aiba]

Understandable~ ^^
When you started to get all over eito I just thought you might be bored, like when I got sick with everything in fandom and chose to lock myself with DBSK. Then someday you would back, yet my thoughts were wrong~ Now think back at that time, I fail miserably for not notice your worries, as friend and big sister I already failed. didn't I? haha

I did think to leave fandom from time to time, then I understand I maybe can't. So the last option I have is being a normal fan, no write, no sub, not involve in any wars (not like I'm getting myself into one lol), being a normal fan... I've talked about this from time to time to hana, when will we retire from all of this, when will we stop~ But then again the answer is not yet~ haha
But maybe someday that time will come...? XD

lol, mirrorman rules! XD

[sakumo114]

maybe i'll back to arashist, but i don't know about the time, since i only able to flail into Ohno right now.. it's difficult when i say i love a particular group, but actually i only love one member of them *another confession* that's another reason why i left arashi

[meu_massu]

KALO JADI SKRIPSI NILAI A+ NIH WAR -,- LUAR BIASA

[sakumo114]

and because of the incredible idol-ism's knowledges, i supposed to get cumlaude title as well 8D