May 29, 2006 21:10
i give in. life can take over, i'm done trying to chose my life. every time i'm happy, life changes every thing. then i freak out and hurt the people who made me happy in the first place. maybe if i give in to life i wont stress and snap at people i love. and then maybe depression will leave me alone too. shes such a bitch. so heres to a future, but who knows what kind.