"I've got the streets all figured out, it's all about the smiles and crys."
I am confused about so many things right now. Things that I can't even discuss on my own damn live journal. Things that I used to tell my mom, my mom is the one person that I have to turn to.....and she's fading away. I can turn to my friends but not in the same way. It's like my mom isn't even there anymore, I miss her. I remember coming home all the time and her asking: "How was your day?", with a smile. My grandmother has consumed my mom's life. It's not like my grandma can help it but she is destroying me and my mom's relationship. I can't even joke around with my mom anymore, she gets really pissed off. I need to get off this subject or I'm going to get really depressed. >>>>STOPING<<<< ))))Crys(((
I've graduated, and I feel the same. I see the same people and I do the same things. The only good thing about it is I don't have to deal with so many idiots. For those of you that are going to Anderson yet again next year, good luck, the year will be over before you know it. )))Smiles(((
I don't regret anything I've done. I've learned so much through all my experiences in the past few years.
~failed relationships
~broken friendships
~family squabbles
~poor decisions
~being arrested
There are so many things that I have done. Things that were great at first and turned to bad. Things that have stayed great and things that were never great. These past four years have been a HUGE part of my life. It's pretty fucking ridiculous, but I'm glad it all happened, because now I'm a better and stronger person for it. There are some things I miss that were sweet, and there are some things I don't miss that seemed cool at the time. There are people that I now can't stand that were part of my past, and there are people that I really miss. I know I still have much more to learn.......and I think that is what scares me the most. )))Smiles and Crys(((
So things are going pretty well with all of my friends for the time being. Patrick and Lindsey are together now, I hope that lasts for a long ass time. I really enjoy seeing both of them happy. Everyone else is doing fine I guess, same as ever, hacking it up! )))Smiles(((
I MISS DERRICK!!!! What the fuck? Where the hell has he been? I was listening to The Juliana Theory today and it reminded me of last summer. I wanted to call him but I fucking lost his number.....that's all I need right now, a little bit of Little. He was always a fun chap, walking down the streets of chicager! That is one friendship that I need to rekindle. )))Smiles and Crys(((
I cleaned my room today! It was a disaster zone! I cleaned from 3pm to 10pm! Insane I tell ya, just fucking insane! )))Smiles(((
"I can't take this anymore, and I'm almost pretty sure I've been here before." -Oleander
WAKE ME UP BEFORE YOU GO GO!!
I LOVE YOU.........
......shhhhhh don't tell
:) :) :)
:( :( :(
annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd i'm done!!! Badda bing badda boom! POW! CHING CHING!
I've graduated, and I feel the same. I see the same people and I do the same things. The only good thing about it is I don't have to deal with so many idiots. For those of you that are going to Anderson yet again next year, good luck, the year will be over before you know it. )))Smiles(((
I don't regret anything I've done. I've learned so much through all my experiences in the past few years.
~failed relationships
~broken friendships
~family squabbles
~poor decisions
~being arrested
There are so many things that I have done. Things that were great at first and turned to bad. Things that have stayed great and things that were never great. These past four years have been a HUGE part of my life. It's pretty fucking ridiculous, but I'm glad it all happened, because now I'm a better and stronger person for it. There are some things I miss that were sweet, and there are some things I don't miss that seemed cool at the time. There are people that I now can't stand that were part of my past, and there are people that I really miss. I know I still have much more to learn.......and I think that is what scares me the most. )))Smiles and Crys(((
So things are going pretty well with all of my friends for the time being. Patrick and Lindsey are together now, I hope that lasts for a long ass time. I really enjoy seeing both of them happy. Everyone else is doing fine I guess, same as ever, hacking it up! )))Smiles(((
I MISS DERRICK!!!! What the fuck? Where the hell has he been? I was listening to The Juliana Theory today and it reminded me of last summer. I wanted to call him but I fucking lost his number.....that's all I need right now, a little bit of Little. He was always a fun chap, walking down the streets of chicager! That is one friendship that I need to rekindle. )))Smiles and Crys(((
I cleaned my room today! It was a disaster zone! I cleaned from 3pm to 10pm! Insane I tell ya, just fucking insane! )))Smiles(((
"I can't take this anymore, and I'm almost pretty sure I've been here before." -Oleander
WAKE ME UP BEFORE YOU GO GO!!
I LOVE YOU.........
......shhhhhh don't tell
:) :) :)
:( :( :(
annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd i'm done!!! Badda bing badda boom! POW! CHING CHING!