Feb 25, 2002 23:19
i don't have to try and conform to be liked
i am liked as i am
i have officially moved on
fuck it
why should i even care
i have great friends that support me
i am doing good in school
i have more money
hmmmmmm
my life fucking rocks
and i'm going to college
Today was an excellent day, first I went to work and had fun with Frankie. It was a very busy day today. Then I went to see Ed, Ed, Jack and Frankie's band practice. Frankie is a bad ass on the drums now. They did awesome. Then after they were done Jack picked up the ol' acoustic and started singing nonsense. Then we all started singing a bunch of bullshit. Ed took the tambourine, and started jamming. It was fucking hilarious. Then we went to Denny's and had a blast. We were laughing at everything. I haven't had this much fun in months. I wonder why? hmmmmmmmmmm I love my friends.
GOOD ADVICE: if you even have the slightest feeling that you're going to be wasting your time with someone........then end it right there. Don't drag it on and pretend everything will be ok. Because it won't be ok, people don't change......they can put a mask on for a little while and then their true self comes out, thats when you're fucked. Don't allow yourself to be blinded.
Living without you is the cure to all my problems.