Failing at life
This quarter has been a lot of fail thus far. I seem to be incapable of pulling my shit together. Everything has become a chore, and I'm not doing any of it well. Dance has become the most exhausting part of my week instead of the most fun. I've been getting consistent B's on my classwork (not bad, I know, but not what I wanted either). Work is represented in my memory as a hazy period of time spent in the bookstore, and I've been fucking that up too. On top of that, I can't remember to eat and I sleep all the time without feeling refreshed. I'm not meeting my own expectations and I feel like I'm letting everyone around me down.
Irony of it all is that I just had a meeting with my advisor where he was very impressed with the year I've had so far (in spite of Bio Lab). I hate it when I feel like I'm not doing well and other people pat me on the back.
Ok, problem identified. Solution? I really need to do something nice for someone else. For some reason, that always improves my mood. Eventually, I will need to find a way to volunteer. I'll prolly be able to find something over the summer. In the mean time, I need to take care of myself and my responsibilities...
Irony of it all is that I just had a meeting with my advisor where he was very impressed with the year I've had so far (in spite of Bio Lab). I hate it when I feel like I'm not doing well and other people pat me on the back.
Ok, problem identified. Solution? I really need to do something nice for someone else. For some reason, that always improves my mood. Eventually, I will need to find a way to volunteer. I'll prolly be able to find something over the summer. In the mean time, I need to take care of myself and my responsibilities...