Someone shoot me now
Wow today was a whole bunch of bull crap. everything went wrong. EVRERYTHING! i can not plan this wedding. i can not handle this stress. and there is no way i can afford this on my own. even of i got a job i couldnt do this on my own. and my mom isnt going to help. so im just lost. i wanna get married more than anything in the world. i dont wanna go through all the stress. pray for me. i need it.