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So, im sitting in my room wondering whether to go to bed or try to see how much i can push myself before my 6 am shift tomorrow. I haven't decided.
What I have decided is that I hate doubting. People doubt even if they tell themselves that they aren't. I mean, what a way to ruin a person's mood..they're allll happy and then stupid doubt comes crawling into their heads and ruins it all. LAME.
I think I doubt, because I don't want to be blinded. I really don't want to be blind to the things in my life. Thats one of my biggest fears...to have my doubts come true i guess. It's not fun, I'm telling you now...
Nothing is really for sure in life, I mean...my brother is my brother...that is for sure....but his feelings towards me I could doubt. I'm not saying I doubt that he loves me, I'm just...I'm just saying.
I don't know why I think about this stuff so much, but I can't help it.
What I have decided is that I hate doubting. People doubt even if they tell themselves that they aren't. I mean, what a way to ruin a person's mood..they're allll happy and then stupid doubt comes crawling into their heads and ruins it all. LAME.
I think I doubt, because I don't want to be blinded. I really don't want to be blind to the things in my life. Thats one of my biggest fears...to have my doubts come true i guess. It's not fun, I'm telling you now...
Nothing is really for sure in life, I mean...my brother is my brother...that is for sure....but his feelings towards me I could doubt. I'm not saying I doubt that he loves me, I'm just...I'm just saying.
I don't know why I think about this stuff so much, but I can't help it.