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so, school starts in a week, and i'm not ready. It feels like this summer went by so fast and i just need a couple more weeks. i still have 3 more essays to write and a book that i'm not sure i'm gonna read.
Marching band is going good. I guess. i mean, it's marching band. i love being in my seciton. the guys are awesome and they are always making sure i'm ok. first home football game is thursday so hopefully that will be fun.
it was weird. i was driving yesterday and passed the road to estebans house and started thinking about how odd it was that i couldn't just turn down there and hang out. he's gone now. everyone is. I had another moment today when the football team was leaving the field and i started look for esteban. but then realized he wasn't there. it's just gonna get even stranger when school starts and they are all gone. no one left to talk to in the morning in the band hall. no one to have saturday hang outs with (well except michala of course. yeah new world symphony!!!) it's just gonna be really hard. but i know that they are having fun at college and in a couple years it'll be my turn.
guess i'll just try to keep myself busy and keep my mind off things. any one wanna hang out?
Marching band is going good. I guess. i mean, it's marching band. i love being in my seciton. the guys are awesome and they are always making sure i'm ok. first home football game is thursday so hopefully that will be fun.
it was weird. i was driving yesterday and passed the road to estebans house and started thinking about how odd it was that i couldn't just turn down there and hang out. he's gone now. everyone is. I had another moment today when the football team was leaving the field and i started look for esteban. but then realized he wasn't there. it's just gonna get even stranger when school starts and they are all gone. no one left to talk to in the morning in the band hall. no one to have saturday hang outs with (well except michala of course. yeah new world symphony!!!) it's just gonna be really hard. but i know that they are having fun at college and in a couple years it'll be my turn.
guess i'll just try to keep myself busy and keep my mind off things. any one wanna hang out?