Torn
I know I already decided to quit dentistry and all.....
But....
I think I'm still hesitating.
Don't get me wrong, I still hate Physics, and subsequently Dental Materials. I'm not hesitating because of the subjects...
Rather...
I'm hesitating because of my friends there.
When I told Ainul and Afini that I was gonna quit, they literally begged me not too. Ainul has been going "janganlaaaaaaaa" all the time. She questions it every time we meet. Afini straight up typed "I don't wanna lose you". And I just lost it and cried at that sentence right there.
My heart is weak, I know. I already understand that this is a big decision because it affects my future, and I really can't see myself being a dentist as I don't have any passion whatsoever for it. I really really want to do English Communication, and language is my one and only passion. But....
My heart hurts. I.. don't know if this is the right choice. If this is right, then why does my heart aches like this?
Please, I can't stop thinking about this. I feel like my head is gonna burst.
But....
I think I'm still hesitating.
Don't get me wrong, I still hate Physics, and subsequently Dental Materials. I'm not hesitating because of the subjects...
Rather...
I'm hesitating because of my friends there.
When I told Ainul and Afini that I was gonna quit, they literally begged me not too. Ainul has been going "janganlaaaaaaaa" all the time. She questions it every time we meet. Afini straight up typed "I don't wanna lose you". And I just lost it and cried at that sentence right there.
My heart is weak, I know. I already understand that this is a big decision because it affects my future, and I really can't see myself being a dentist as I don't have any passion whatsoever for it. I really really want to do English Communication, and language is my one and only passion. But....
My heart hurts. I.. don't know if this is the right choice. If this is right, then why does my heart aches like this?
Please, I can't stop thinking about this. I feel like my head is gonna burst.