Rage

[sajaxom]

I want to kill him
I want to feel his blood on my skin
Between my fingers, damp and sticky
I want to taste it on my lips
The salt and vengeance

Inside of me is something evil
That rages to escape, to tear me open
That rages to tear him open, to devour
A pain that I feel from my core
From my love

I want to tear the skin from his face
As he screams, as I strangle him
To feel the force of his windpipe
Struggling for breath, for life
To take everything

I want to drown him in madness
In anger, in rage, in fury, in madness
I want to blind him with my blows
And block out all the world
I want him to suffer

I want to unleash myself
To be free of my chains, my honor
To let my love overtake me, to change
I want us to suffer together
As I brutalize his corpse