[Fanfic] To Be Free (Prologue ~ Yume)
Title: To Be Free (Prologue ~ Yume)
Author: saizasiren
Pairing: Matsumiya, hint of Sakuraiba
Genre: romance
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I only own a virtual cat named Masaki, that’s all!! The boys own themselves!!
Word count: 1,105
Summary: “...then I will always stay by your side and be your loyal friend instead, forever and ever” was what he had wanted to say…
A/N: For my dear malu186 Always be happy nee~ Best wishes for you sis, I love you so much <3~
Writing it while listening to Kiseki (Nino cover) so more or less the song affects me in some ways. And when I say “affects” I mean the melody of it, not the meaning of the lyrics since I don’t speak Japanese. That explains well why I can’t understand even one word LOL.
Only this chapter focuses on Matsumiya pair.
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|Prologue| ~ Yume
“He’s the kind of person that never shows his true feeling no matter what.”
“He’s the kind of person that always hides his weakness and even cry behind his permanent smile.”
“He’s stubborn, stingy,...”
“He’s incredibly short despite the fact that he’s an idol.”
“His hands are chubby like hamburgers.” - That’s what Sho often said.
“He has such a great amount of bad habits that can’t be related briefly in 3 days nonstop.”
“He’s the one that always goes around and teases people till they burst out into tears.” - That’s what only Aiba said and has also already experienced.
“Everyone agrees that his hunchback isn’t his attractive point at all.”
“He tends to molest people around him.” - And then that’s what Ohno said.
“He never learns to eat properly even after being scolded.”
“He doesn’t know when to stop working and gets some rest instead.”
…
“He’s still a kid.”
…
“A kid’s with a mature heart that always tries to prove that he can stand by his legs alone and then rejects every cares from the others.”
…
“But sometimes that selfish kid can break into tears so easily...”
…
A shiver ran down his spine as he reminisce the sorrow painful expression on his face that day. It was like there would be no tomorrow anymore. It was like that day is the end of his life, the end of everything that he had built up and protected for too long…
What had caused him to make this promise ever from that day?! Was it his emotionless face?! Was it his painful tears?! Was it his broken cry that had been held deep down inside his heart?! Or is it his little figure that kept quivering from both pain and emptiness?!...
On that day, he couldn’t do anything for him, excepted standing there and only watching in silence…
He had wanted to pull him tightly in his hold. But he couldn’t. His heart gestured his hand to wipe away his tears. But his mind didn’t have any courage. He had wanted to slap him in his face, shouted at him, yelled at him, told him to stop wearing that ugly face and instead, please smiled that faked smile of him again, the way like he usually does. But again, there always seemed to be standing a thick wall that hindered his move.
In the end, who is him? He was nothing more than just a friend to him. His existence was nothing compared to that girl…
His heart stopped beating for a moment when he thought of it …
His lips suddenly curved into a bitter smirk, just unlike him…
“If it’s true, then I will always stay by your side and be your loyal friend instead, forever and ever.” was what he had wanted to say out loud but hell he could…
So maybe, the only coward one here was him…
---
“Why can you put on such an ugly grumpy face in such a beautiful night like this?” Lying comfortably on his couch with his hand that never left the fashion magazine, he knitted his thick eyebrows slightly at the unnecessary noise that the smaller boy made when dashing into the room. The boy’s face seemed somewhat quite pissed.
“Well, the usual problem, our cheerful sun baby. He seems to have another stupid whatever fight with his Shochan again.” The young boy replied curtly in between grunts.
And with a heavy thudding sound, he threw himself onto the bed nearby but still didn’t forget to keep grumbling when landing his slim body to the soft blanket. After a while, when he seemed to finally succeed in controlling himself from another grumbling, he tossed the cell phone that had been in his hand all the time aside on the same bed, an annoying look again appeared in his boyish face.
“How can that kid never learn to solve his problem on his own and stop bothering me with his stupid stuffs.” He growled in irritation, then turned to his side to face the thick browed man who still made himself comfortably on his couch, waiting for an answer to come in defiant.
“I don’t know. Maybe because he knows you would never say ‘no’ to him.” In order to satisfying the boy, the thick browed man sluggishly answered in brief as the same time letting out a long sign at the latter’s stubbornness “Well as I can see, despite whatever you say, you still seem to be the one who care for him the most, or am I wrong?!” He continued in the same calm tone while eyes still gluing to the interesting magazine, ignoring the frowning look on the other’s face.
“Mou, like hell I would.”
“Oh, really?!”
“Oi” The boy released an annoyed yell, but it was before being turned into a long yawn instead. The thick browed man lifted his head from the magazine and looked at the boy with an amusing look.
“Want to sleep already?”
“Uhm” The latter responded with his half-asleep voice “Today was truly a tiring day. I really need to get some sleep now.”
“Then go to sleep first. I have to finish this magazine. And in all my honesty, your interview in here is really interesting.” The thick browed gave out a light chuckle of pure delight as continuing flipping to the next page.
“Shut up”
A growl resounded. Then there, a pillow from no where flied directly to the thick browed’s face.
“Hey, stop throwing stuffs, will you?!” He growled back but only received a mischievous smirk from the latter.
“Oyasuminasai” The boy said then sneaked into the warm blanket, without another word.
Shifting his black eyes on the small figure beneath the oversized blanket, his mouth gestured to say out something but then stopped by a soft snore coming from the already sleeping boy. Unexpectedly, a slight smile drew itself peacefully on his fleshy lips.
“Oyasuminasai.” Softly, he whispered those loving words so hurtfully natural, before went back to the unfinished magazine.
---
“He’s the kind of person that never cares of what people say about him.”
“He’s the kind of person that would find a way to overcome his past, even it is the unhappy or painful past.”
“His height will always stay the same.”
“Even his chubby hand, his stubbornness, his stinginess or his brattishness will also be the same as time eclipses day by day…”
“He still hasn’t learnt how to take good care of himself yet…”
“But at least, now he knows there will be always a person waiting for him, and him only…”
Author: saizasiren
Pairing: Matsumiya, hint of Sakuraiba
Genre: romance
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: I only own a virtual cat named Masaki, that’s all!! The boys own themselves!!
Word count: 1,105
Summary: “...then I will always stay by your side and be your loyal friend instead, forever and ever” was what he had wanted to say…
A/N: For my dear malu186 Always be happy nee~ Best wishes for you sis, I love you so much <3~
Writing it while listening to Kiseki (Nino cover) so more or less the song affects me in some ways. And when I say “affects” I mean the melody of it, not the meaning of the lyrics since I don’t speak Japanese. That explains well why I can’t understand even one word LOL.
Only this chapter focuses on Matsumiya pair.
==================================================================
|Prologue| ~ Yume
“He’s the kind of person that never shows his true feeling no matter what.”
“He’s the kind of person that always hides his weakness and even cry behind his permanent smile.”
“He’s stubborn, stingy,...”
“He’s incredibly short despite the fact that he’s an idol.”
“His hands are chubby like hamburgers.” - That’s what Sho often said.
“He has such a great amount of bad habits that can’t be related briefly in 3 days nonstop.”
“He’s the one that always goes around and teases people till they burst out into tears.” - That’s what only Aiba said and has also already experienced.
“Everyone agrees that his hunchback isn’t his attractive point at all.”
“He tends to molest people around him.” - And then that’s what Ohno said.
“He never learns to eat properly even after being scolded.”
“He doesn’t know when to stop working and gets some rest instead.”
…
“He’s still a kid.”
…
“A kid’s with a mature heart that always tries to prove that he can stand by his legs alone and then rejects every cares from the others.”
…
“But sometimes that selfish kid can break into tears so easily...”
…
A shiver ran down his spine as he reminisce the sorrow painful expression on his face that day. It was like there would be no tomorrow anymore. It was like that day is the end of his life, the end of everything that he had built up and protected for too long…
What had caused him to make this promise ever from that day?! Was it his emotionless face?! Was it his painful tears?! Was it his broken cry that had been held deep down inside his heart?! Or is it his little figure that kept quivering from both pain and emptiness?!...
On that day, he couldn’t do anything for him, excepted standing there and only watching in silence…
He had wanted to pull him tightly in his hold. But he couldn’t. His heart gestured his hand to wipe away his tears. But his mind didn’t have any courage. He had wanted to slap him in his face, shouted at him, yelled at him, told him to stop wearing that ugly face and instead, please smiled that faked smile of him again, the way like he usually does. But again, there always seemed to be standing a thick wall that hindered his move.
In the end, who is him? He was nothing more than just a friend to him. His existence was nothing compared to that girl…
His heart stopped beating for a moment when he thought of it …
His lips suddenly curved into a bitter smirk, just unlike him…
“If it’s true, then I will always stay by your side and be your loyal friend instead, forever and ever.” was what he had wanted to say out loud but hell he could…
So maybe, the only coward one here was him…
---
“Why can you put on such an ugly grumpy face in such a beautiful night like this?” Lying comfortably on his couch with his hand that never left the fashion magazine, he knitted his thick eyebrows slightly at the unnecessary noise that the smaller boy made when dashing into the room. The boy’s face seemed somewhat quite pissed.
“Well, the usual problem, our cheerful sun baby. He seems to have another stupid whatever fight with his Shochan again.” The young boy replied curtly in between grunts.
And with a heavy thudding sound, he threw himself onto the bed nearby but still didn’t forget to keep grumbling when landing his slim body to the soft blanket. After a while, when he seemed to finally succeed in controlling himself from another grumbling, he tossed the cell phone that had been in his hand all the time aside on the same bed, an annoying look again appeared in his boyish face.
“How can that kid never learn to solve his problem on his own and stop bothering me with his stupid stuffs.” He growled in irritation, then turned to his side to face the thick browed man who still made himself comfortably on his couch, waiting for an answer to come in defiant.
“I don’t know. Maybe because he knows you would never say ‘no’ to him.” In order to satisfying the boy, the thick browed man sluggishly answered in brief as the same time letting out a long sign at the latter’s stubbornness “Well as I can see, despite whatever you say, you still seem to be the one who care for him the most, or am I wrong?!” He continued in the same calm tone while eyes still gluing to the interesting magazine, ignoring the frowning look on the other’s face.
“Mou, like hell I would.”
“Oh, really?!”
“Oi” The boy released an annoyed yell, but it was before being turned into a long yawn instead. The thick browed man lifted his head from the magazine and looked at the boy with an amusing look.
“Want to sleep already?”
“Uhm” The latter responded with his half-asleep voice “Today was truly a tiring day. I really need to get some sleep now.”
“Then go to sleep first. I have to finish this magazine. And in all my honesty, your interview in here is really interesting.” The thick browed gave out a light chuckle of pure delight as continuing flipping to the next page.
“Shut up”
A growl resounded. Then there, a pillow from no where flied directly to the thick browed’s face.
“Hey, stop throwing stuffs, will you?!” He growled back but only received a mischievous smirk from the latter.
“Oyasuminasai” The boy said then sneaked into the warm blanket, without another word.
Shifting his black eyes on the small figure beneath the oversized blanket, his mouth gestured to say out something but then stopped by a soft snore coming from the already sleeping boy. Unexpectedly, a slight smile drew itself peacefully on his fleshy lips.
“Oyasuminasai.” Softly, he whispered those loving words so hurtfully natural, before went back to the unfinished magazine.
---
“He’s the kind of person that never cares of what people say about him.”
“He’s the kind of person that would find a way to overcome his past, even it is the unhappy or painful past.”
“His height will always stay the same.”
“Even his chubby hand, his stubbornness, his stinginess or his brattishness will also be the same as time eclipses day by day…”
“He still hasn’t learnt how to take good care of himself yet…”
“But at least, now he knows there will be always a person waiting for him, and him only…”