Don't think about it
I ended up leaving work early today. I thought I'd be fine and I could make it through a five hour work day without being too upset, but apparently not.
I am fine as long as I have Alan or one of my friends to keep me distracted or occupied so I don't think about it too much. But when I'm at work and not doing much, all I really can do is think. And I think about Mom. I keep finding memories of her. And every time I look in the mirror, I see Mom. Everyone tells me how much we look alike. People used to think we were sisters. lol.
I called her cell phone last night just to hear her voice again on the voice mail. I clung to Alan as I cried there in the living room. I want her back so badly.
I am fine as long as I have Alan or one of my friends to keep me distracted or occupied so I don't think about it too much. But when I'm at work and not doing much, all I really can do is think. And I think about Mom. I keep finding memories of her. And every time I look in the mirror, I see Mom. Everyone tells me how much we look alike. People used to think we were sisters. lol.
I called her cell phone last night just to hear her voice again on the voice mail. I clung to Alan as I cried there in the living room. I want her back so badly.