Love Is A Battlefield Metaphorically Speaking....
Like the title says I'm kinda having some issues when it comes to the topic of like, love, and lust. When I think about it my love life is officially messed up. But it has settled down somewhat...I know that this one guy I like can never like me back afraid of messing up what we already have but I'm glad I have something with him than nothing. I'm stopped liking this other guy and just want to be his friend although I do feel bad that I'm gonna have to tell him I don't like him like THAT. I don't even know what going on with my ex. So now I'm tied between to guys. One has so much in comman with me and funny and is almost like my twin. And yet I like another guy but I not even sure about that. I guess I'm going to wait it out and see what happens...As of right now I need to focus on my classes and graduating. So wish me luck....
On to other things not so deep...I'm growing impatient waiting for the Saiyuki Artbook I order but I'm not even sure if my money got to the person...ARGH!!! Plus I wanna buy some more stuff from her like the nice pieces of jewelery I have on hold but I need about 10-20 more dollars before I have enough...And I still have to stress over my AP homework and cleaning up my room so that when I get new clothes they won't be all over the place...I also have to get back into the habit of going to sleep earlier and waking up at 6 A.M. But I'm gonna enjoy these last few days of summer vactions with the nice weather aside from today being very windy and raining. I think I want to write another story with the Saiyuki boys...yeah...Music can be the biggest inspiration of them all...Sweet! So til my next post whenevr that will be....
Sayonara
~Saiya~
On to other things not so deep...I'm growing impatient waiting for the Saiyuki Artbook I order but I'm not even sure if my money got to the person...ARGH!!! Plus I wanna buy some more stuff from her like the nice pieces of jewelery I have on hold but I need about 10-20 more dollars before I have enough...And I still have to stress over my AP homework and cleaning up my room so that when I get new clothes they won't be all over the place...I also have to get back into the habit of going to sleep earlier and waking up at 6 A.M. But I'm gonna enjoy these last few days of summer vactions with the nice weather aside from today being very windy and raining. I think I want to write another story with the Saiyuki boys...yeah...Music can be the biggest inspiration of them all...Sweet! So til my next post whenevr that will be....
Sayonara
~Saiya~