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so
my dad came back from japan(yay) and had some full metal alchemist figures for me (double yay) and pocky (triple yay) and he asked me about my weight (ya....wait, no, thats bad) i know they say it out of concern but 2 things
1:ive been the same weight for about 5 or 6 months now
2: until recently, i had weighed 235-240, and i know weigh between 220 and 230, so im proud of myself but i havent told my parents cause then they will puch me and i dont want that. im doing fine by myself and ill keep going by myself. so, yet again, i feel ugly and unhappy and my mom just been pissing me off lately (small things building up) so i wanna move out, badly.
and in other news, if you havent heard, i got burned at the beach. erin kathleen and i all got burned, but i think mines the worst of it and here is why.
1:kathleen and erin are healed now, im not
2: my right shoulder and a small (very small) section of my back are burnt so bad, my mom says they look like a fire burn, nto a sun burn. It doesnt hurt much at all, but it looks something aweful.
so yeah....i feel aweful, i look aweful and i wanna go to england....no reason, just reeeeeeeeeally wanna go to england....maybe there will be a cute boy with an awesome accent....or no accent.....just cute and loving would suffice....*dreams*
my dad came back from japan(yay) and had some full metal alchemist figures for me (double yay) and pocky (triple yay) and he asked me about my weight (ya....wait, no, thats bad) i know they say it out of concern but 2 things
1:ive been the same weight for about 5 or 6 months now
2: until recently, i had weighed 235-240, and i know weigh between 220 and 230, so im proud of myself but i havent told my parents cause then they will puch me and i dont want that. im doing fine by myself and ill keep going by myself. so, yet again, i feel ugly and unhappy and my mom just been pissing me off lately (small things building up) so i wanna move out, badly.
and in other news, if you havent heard, i got burned at the beach. erin kathleen and i all got burned, but i think mines the worst of it and here is why.
1:kathleen and erin are healed now, im not
2: my right shoulder and a small (very small) section of my back are burnt so bad, my mom says they look like a fire burn, nto a sun burn. It doesnt hurt much at all, but it looks something aweful.
so yeah....i feel aweful, i look aweful and i wanna go to england....no reason, just reeeeeeeeeally wanna go to england....maybe there will be a cute boy with an awesome accent....or no accent.....just cute and loving would suffice....*dreams*