Geez...I give up.

Apr 24, 2009 10:28

I am going to have to go under the knife again. Gone are the dreams of going on vacation to the Caribean, gone are the plans for going to Tokyo this fall, gone are the hopes that I might have a decent summer.

My bones are just not cooperating with me. The surgeon is going to have to break my ankle again. A little background...I was dating a man a long time ago who couldn't keep his hands off of me and not in a good way. The last time I saw him he beat the shit out of me and left me with several broken bones. (He did go to jail) Well, because of my past drug use, the bones did not heal correctly sooo know I'm having problems. I feel so afflicted.

I was really concerned that I would lose my job since I will have been out of work so long. Times are tough and people are laying off. I have been reassured that I am needed and I should go ahead and take care of myself.

I am single(by choice) and you can probably figure out why. I'm not a lesbian but I am not real fond of men either. They are good for a few things though. I know I have males on my friends list and forgive me for clumping youse guys in that. I think of youse guys much differently. I guess I should not say "all" men. Shit, I don't know what I'm saying! What I'm getting at, is it's hard to find people to help out when you can't move. I was very lucky when I had the spine surgery and I hope I am as lucky when it comes to this. My neighbors really stepped up to the plate and I was very grateful for that. My family didn't even send me a card...still a little bitter behind that.

I guess that's enough. I think I've offended enough people today.
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