Nov 26, 2005 17:40
So a Happy Thanksgiving to all, even though it's belated. Let the shopping insanity begin!
I had a wonderful thanksgiving dinner with my St. Louis family. i don't think I've laughed that hard in a LONG time. Over random crap too. I think that's the best kind of laughter - when you spend three hours laughing and can't remember why. You just come away from the table feeling really good.
Anyway...
So lately I've been seeing a LOT of people from high school around. And I don't say hi. It's weird - they see me, I see them, there's a silent eye notice, and then we ignore each other, and I don't feel bad not talking to them, but I defenitely feel as though they're standing right over me and there's an awkward silence. Now, remembering that I really didn't like the people I went to school with except for my girlies (and will, yes, you count as a girlie here :-P) - is this wrong? Is this bad? I like the current state of my life - the people in it, what I do, how I feel about myself - and I see no need to drag myself back down into the hell that was high school. For the first time in my life, I can honestly say that I am happy - and I don't want to let the old demons in to change all of that.
Thoughts?