Feb 09, 2006 02:34
since i do not feel like making my new journal just yet i will keep using this one. dont tell me if you have a problem with this because i dont want to hear it.
this month has barely started and it is already one of the worst months of my life,
last month was pretty bad but this month takes the cake.
tonight pretty much ruined me for a long time.
cancel all my plans.
call off all my dates.(as if there ever were any)
tell all my friends i am dead.
this month is being spent alone.
starting this month of february on this day the ninth at 2:45 in the morning
i declare myself friendless homeless and without a family.
you my best friend have let me down.
my family dislikes everything about me.
the one that i have sought after so hard is slipping away so fast.
i need to start this over.
stop pause rewind re-record do over this time im serious i will do it right.
am i allowed to have a take two?