Jun 01, 2006 22:44
So what happens if what I've really needed in my life was under my nose all along?
There's our question of the day, folks.
I'll be perfectly honest - Maddie's dad [hereafter referred to as Mr. Man] had never honestly been a consideration for me just because we have things in common, but he shares neither my love for rock nor my love for computers nor my love for anime. We both like sports, and watching MSNBC and cooking [that explains a little why I've been cooking so much lately...] and we both like drinking beer.
And did I mention sports?
And we both like sex, but thanks to me, it had been a considerable while since he had done anything like that. He's a straightforward sort, he doesn't do much of anything except hang out with his friends once in a great while, but mostly he's just Maddie's dad.
So for the first time in going on 4 years, I kicked it like Pele with Maddie's dad.
Talk about kicking the shit out of my angst, right?
Afterwards it's like, 'Whoa. What now?'
Because the second argument is that you don't want to fuck up what you have by tossing sex into the mix. We get along allright, revolving around the same object but being in different orbits. I'm happy sitting here typing long into the night and he's happy in front of the TV watching baseball and drinking OE.
He's not the first choice for relationship material, but in the grand scheme of things, he's not the worst choice either. I guess we'll have to see what happens.
It was pretty off the hook, tho. *smile*
So there was that, and me sleeping all day, and playing a little FFT. And watching Benny Hill late at night. Can't go wrong doing that. Oh yeah, that's another thing - we both lurve Benny Hill.
Anyway, writing in LJ is getting boring, so I'm going to go back to playing games and watching TV. I'll talk to you all later. *waves*
contemplation,
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