Express Train to Hell, Leaving Station Nyne...

Apr 14, 2006 15:56



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Life is reasonably quiet.  Still hiding from the world [the real one that is - I'm sure the internet world is about sick of me being hormonal and bitchy and mean and just putting my foot down in places few dare tread.]

And you know, about that...

It had to be said, because Li Li in her way had gotten fed up with that, and anyone who knows me knows how I react when people get on her nerves.  I'll jump in front of that speeding bus, kthx.  So yeah, I had to go into the RP and put my foot down and then Kitty has the biggest cow on her first because he thought that she posted the post and when I came out and said that I wrote all of that [what I wrote was basically, stop leaving people hanging, no you can't have 25 characters for everything you do] then Kitty decides to jump all over me for the things that I post.

LSS:  X-rated posts are allowed in the RPG, as long as they are properly marked and put behind a cut.

First off, I wrote a yaoi post which had a decent amount of description to it, but I put it behind a cut and the cut itself was marked 'Rated X'.  And I summed it up best to Kenneh:

me: I mean, it pisses me off no end that Kitty tried to call me out about doing x rated posts when back in the day, all that fool wanted to do was fuck in the first place.
I kid you not - Raika and Kitty back when were hitting it every day.

And yes, it's still bothering the hell out of me, days later.  Because I don't like it when I try to put something out to there to allegedly reasonable people and they throw a whole bunch of shit in my face as if to say, 'If I toss this at you, maybe you'll ignore what I'm doing long enough for me to keep doing it.'

I had left that RP once before because it just got to be too much drama in there and I honestly thought of leaving again.  But I would think of myself as a bad friend to Li Li if I ditched her to let her deal with that shit by herself.  And for all the dramas that I've been through, minor and major, she's never bailed on me.  [That, and my character is still in the middle of a scene with her and Kenneh.]  I dunno...it hurts in a way that I'm angry at the situation and I just join the channel.  I think a decent compromise is that I just not go into the channel, and finish whatever it is I'm doing with Li Li and Kenneh, and just limit my time in there.  It's kinda sad that it even has to come to that, but it's probably best that way.

And yes, I'm going to hell.  With a gold coin.  Ugh.  Why me?
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