knitting and junk,
j has sworn (again) that he will never ever ever give my mom a ride until she apologizes to him. that's well and good. i'm playing dumb. "no mom, i have no clue what's going on!" they got into a fight the other day when j was putting up some edging on our door to make our bedroom lock pick proof. anyone remember the incident where i was figthing with her and retreated to my room, only to have her pop it open with a butterknife to come yell at me some more? she sashayed out into the lr and was like, "whatcha doin'?" and hilarity ensued. i call it hilarity because it really was ridiculous. she harassed me all day yesterday saying that j was paraniod and delusional. this from the woman who locked me out of her bedroom and bathroom for over ten years. even when i cried and screamed and had hysterics from the hallway wanting to see her. ugh.
last night when i was giving boo a bath i mentioned something about hoping boo wouldn't get too jealous of the new baby and she jumped up and screamed, "OMG! ARE YOU PREGNANT!?" does she listen to anything i say? i am begining to doubt it. it's been weeks i've been talking about ttc after this month (thurs actually) when i get my iud removed.
j has quit smoking again, and it seems to be stickign this time. it's been five days i think? he ate over a pound of beef jerky yesterday and last night was hell. the bedroom smelled like turkery jerky ass. every time i shifted in bed i got a big ol' puff in my face. i tld him next time that happens he needs to sleep in the living room.
i went to michaels last night to try to buy beads and looked at the yarn. they have moda stripes for $3 a skein. i tink i know what i am getting to make baby booties and hats! the sweater i picked out to make for everyone i think is going to take too long. maybe if i didn't have to make jewelry for dena for teh big $$$ i would have time. beads were WAY too much there, so i'm headed down to animas tonight. i did pick up another bead organizer though. i feel all professional and shit!
i want to buy/check out some pregnancy/birth books. i don't know what to get though. i am pretty set on a home waterbirth with no ultrasounds. i think i want to be surprised by the sex. if i do have the baby in a hospital i want to leave asap and come home. i can't imagine that boo will be happy without me, and the beds in a hospital are not big enough for mama, baby and boo. who knows. i read a birth books with boo, but mostly i read bfing books. i was really not focusing on the birth, i wanted the baby and was willing to do anything to get him. hence my induction nightmare. that damn episitomy took over 9 months to heal too damnnit. NOT happening again.
fyi: michaels has some great cheapie kids books by the register area for $1 each. i picked him up a couple last night.
last night when i was giving boo a bath i mentioned something about hoping boo wouldn't get too jealous of the new baby and she jumped up and screamed, "OMG! ARE YOU PREGNANT!?" does she listen to anything i say? i am begining to doubt it. it's been weeks i've been talking about ttc after this month (thurs actually) when i get my iud removed.
j has quit smoking again, and it seems to be stickign this time. it's been five days i think? he ate over a pound of beef jerky yesterday and last night was hell. the bedroom smelled like turkery jerky ass. every time i shifted in bed i got a big ol' puff in my face. i tld him next time that happens he needs to sleep in the living room.
i went to michaels last night to try to buy beads and looked at the yarn. they have moda stripes for $3 a skein. i tink i know what i am getting to make baby booties and hats! the sweater i picked out to make for everyone i think is going to take too long. maybe if i didn't have to make jewelry for dena for teh big $$$ i would have time. beads were WAY too much there, so i'm headed down to animas tonight. i did pick up another bead organizer though. i feel all professional and shit!
i want to buy/check out some pregnancy/birth books. i don't know what to get though. i am pretty set on a home waterbirth with no ultrasounds. i think i want to be surprised by the sex. if i do have the baby in a hospital i want to leave asap and come home. i can't imagine that boo will be happy without me, and the beds in a hospital are not big enough for mama, baby and boo. who knows. i read a birth books with boo, but mostly i read bfing books. i was really not focusing on the birth, i wanted the baby and was willing to do anything to get him. hence my induction nightmare. that damn episitomy took over 9 months to heal too damnnit. NOT happening again.
fyi: michaels has some great cheapie kids books by the register area for $1 each. i picked him up a couple last night.