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Grrr! It seems like the stress level has went up here a bit. It just seemed that last night was not a very good night. I found out that my daughter got in to a situation with a guy a little over a year ago. And out of fear she felt she had to go a long with it or she didn't know what might have happened. I feel sorry that she was in such a situation and think of what I could have done different that might have prevented this. I don't know why I think of what I could have done... I can't go back and change it now. What's important is to deal with it now and help where I can. Sometimes it is so heart breaking to be a parent.
My other daughter awoke last night with her throat hurting. I tried to comfort her and gave her some of the medicine the doctor prescribed for pain. This morning she didn't look any better and it looked like her face was a bit swollen, so I called the office, but the doctor was in surgery all day. His assistant told me that my daughter is in the window of her peak healing and that all of what I told him sounds normal for this time frame after surgery. GAH! Still it makes me feel a little worried because she seems to be doing worse than what she was just yesterday and the prior days before, but I am not a doctor and if they say this is normal, I will try not to get too worried and do as he prescribed. Oh, how I hope she looks better tomorrow.
Also, it seemed that I felt great hatred for my husband last night. I was out of line really, but upon learning about my other daughter's situation I felt I was going to lose control and could go in to a rage and It seemed like he was going to be the target because he was a "man". I know... this is ridiculous and I am glad that I held myself as I did because I think it could have gotten really ugly and it would have caused the night to be even worse. My apologies were said for what I did say and I explained why I felt the way I did and that it wasn't him. I am glad he is understanding.
Today... it has been better. Hopefully it will continue to be so for the rest of the year and even the next year.
We had a good surprise come in the mail today. Totally unexpected, but very wonderful to receive and it will be helpful toward the unexpected time off my husband had to take all last week and the expenses we incurred taking the trip for the surgery, etc... I pray blessings will fall upon this woman and her children for her kindness shown to us. Ah, it is so nice when people are nice!
My other daughter awoke last night with her throat hurting. I tried to comfort her and gave her some of the medicine the doctor prescribed for pain. This morning she didn't look any better and it looked like her face was a bit swollen, so I called the office, but the doctor was in surgery all day. His assistant told me that my daughter is in the window of her peak healing and that all of what I told him sounds normal for this time frame after surgery. GAH! Still it makes me feel a little worried because she seems to be doing worse than what she was just yesterday and the prior days before, but I am not a doctor and if they say this is normal, I will try not to get too worried and do as he prescribed. Oh, how I hope she looks better tomorrow.
Also, it seemed that I felt great hatred for my husband last night. I was out of line really, but upon learning about my other daughter's situation I felt I was going to lose control and could go in to a rage and It seemed like he was going to be the target because he was a "man". I know... this is ridiculous and I am glad that I held myself as I did because I think it could have gotten really ugly and it would have caused the night to be even worse. My apologies were said for what I did say and I explained why I felt the way I did and that it wasn't him. I am glad he is understanding.
Today... it has been better. Hopefully it will continue to be so for the rest of the year and even the next year.
We had a good surprise come in the mail today. Totally unexpected, but very wonderful to receive and it will be helpful toward the unexpected time off my husband had to take all last week and the expenses we incurred taking the trip for the surgery, etc... I pray blessings will fall upon this woman and her children for her kindness shown to us. Ah, it is so nice when people are nice!