Murr
I am glad no one comes on this shit Nymore.
Right now I am just lost and confused. I literally am on the verge of tears most days. I have lost myself I can only remember the person I was. All I know is feeling broken and less than. I can't help but just doubt everything and why wouldn't I! God I just can't trust anyone I don't feel like I have anybody anymore. I just don't know how to happy everytime I think I can be something goes wrong. I don't know how to trust anybody I can't. You trust,love and believe in someone completely but you don't know it'll kill you in the end. I just feel dead like I have nothing. I have no one here for me and even if I did Everythings fine nothing ever happens. I talk and share myself to eventually go mute and be ignored. I hate myself right now.
Right now I am just lost and confused. I literally am on the verge of tears most days. I have lost myself I can only remember the person I was. All I know is feeling broken and less than. I can't help but just doubt everything and why wouldn't I! God I just can't trust anyone I don't feel like I have anybody anymore. I just don't know how to happy everytime I think I can be something goes wrong. I don't know how to trust anybody I can't. You trust,love and believe in someone completely but you don't know it'll kill you in the end. I just feel dead like I have nothing. I have no one here for me and even if I did Everythings fine nothing ever happens. I talk and share myself to eventually go mute and be ignored. I hate myself right now.