I Can't Tell
So i've been seeing Nicole, which has been fun. i'm not exactly sure where it's going though. Sometimes it's like she is totally into me, other times i feel like she isn't at all. maybe she's shy? i dunno, there's alot of twists and turns with her. she does things that i have fought against for years, and i also know that another guy, my best friend, still sits in her mind. Do i like her? yes, she's a great girl. i'm just not sure exactly what's going through her head, and for those of you who know me best, you know i can't stand that at all...i hate not knowing exactly what's happening, call me an ass (shut up steve). usually i can read people, i can tell exactly what they're thinking which of course is a wonderful gift seeing that it makes it easy to get to know a person, and get along with a person as well. but with her i have a really tuff time trying to figure out what she's thinking.
maybe it will work, maybe not. i don't know, i'm just gonna let it play out and see what happens. if it doesn't work no biggie, she's a cool friend. the last thing i'm going to let it do is get into my head...i will continue to keep my current mind set: let the good things get better, and make the bad tings go away. i'm not up for fighting the good fight, i've lost all those fights. she's a good girl, she'll do what's best for her, whether i'm in that equation or not.
we tied yesterday 7-7 in what has turned into a personal grudge match for our next meeting with those fucks from No Limit. we played like shit, we beat ourselves, even though we tied, we should have lost the way we played. part of it was my fault, i had the wrong people out there for the last 30 some seconds... it was a mismatch and they got a goal out of it to tie the game with 15 seconds left. today we play the first place team seeing they, garunteed, won last night. if anyone wants to come it's at the Epic Center on Werhle Drive...it's the road right by regal IMAX (down transit)...call me if you want to come...we NEED support today, game is at 9pm.
maybe it will work, maybe not. i don't know, i'm just gonna let it play out and see what happens. if it doesn't work no biggie, she's a cool friend. the last thing i'm going to let it do is get into my head...i will continue to keep my current mind set: let the good things get better, and make the bad tings go away. i'm not up for fighting the good fight, i've lost all those fights. she's a good girl, she'll do what's best for her, whether i'm in that equation or not.
we tied yesterday 7-7 in what has turned into a personal grudge match for our next meeting with those fucks from No Limit. we played like shit, we beat ourselves, even though we tied, we should have lost the way we played. part of it was my fault, i had the wrong people out there for the last 30 some seconds... it was a mismatch and they got a goal out of it to tie the game with 15 seconds left. today we play the first place team seeing they, garunteed, won last night. if anyone wants to come it's at the Epic Center on Werhle Drive...it's the road right by regal IMAX (down transit)...call me if you want to come...we NEED support today, game is at 9pm.