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[sainttrix96]

eveyone is talking about marriage..holy shit i'm fucking old! maybe it's not that i'm old, maybe it's just that they are moving forward faster than me. i don't want marriage right now, fuck that shit, i don't even want to think about it. i'm not affraid of commitment, i wouldn't mind ahving a steady girlfriend again, but i'm just not in any rush at

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Re: maturity

[sainttrix96]

it's not about beeing good enough, you were good enough but it didn't work. it's the fact that, allthough you make a great point that no girl will ever be 100% mature, there is a definate difference between girls in college and in highschool because when you get to college you HAVE TO grow up a bit and face some true reality. i certainly did when i got to college. To add to that, i don't want to go through highschool again with a girl...i'm not up for dances (prom i can handle though), the meaningless gossip, the so called "popularity" competition, and the annoying he said she said. it is still here in college, but it's ALOT different. popularity though really is meaningless which is nice. At least you were beyond that popularity shit and some other stuff, i could deal with you no problem because you were beyond some of the crap and i like that about you, but others i certainly can't.
i'm really happy to hear that your happy. i hope it stays that way because an unhappy Nicole sucks ass and no one wants that, well, at least, they shouldn't. what's the one thing that's bothering you anyway? well, let me know if ya wish.