I am such a sucker, and I'm always the last to know.
8:21. Dad was supposedly calling as soon as he got into town today.
Am I surprised? Take a guess. Which is exactly why I made plans with Nita, since I haven't seen her since cappucino during finals week. So some Nita time is long-overdue!
Speaking of long overdue...I'm really excited about tomorrow night. It should be a lotta fun. :) And to think it's been since what, September? Insane.
And with one week left till Cali-for-ni-a, there's one more thing to be excited about. Let the fun weekend begin. ~_*
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This is side one, flip me over. I know I'm not your favorite record.
I'm not sure whether or not you'll read this, but it doesn't really matter. I'd like to take time out to say thanks for being there when you need me most. It's pretty funny how fast the tables turn when I ask of you. Did I sufficiently fill the down times for you? Were my answers good enough to pacify you for a little while, to hold you over until you didn't need me any more?
Don't stop if I fall and don't look back.
Don't pretend to be my friend when all you want to do is walk on me. I'm sure it's convenient for you that I've always been nice enough to actually be what we're supposed to be: friends. But since you show no concern for me, I won't show any for you. It's not worth my time, it's not worth my energy, and it's not worth my frustration. Try to walk on me again. I dare you. You'll find the sheet of ice you've helped hang between us will slide underneath your feet, and you'll fall. And I'll let you. You assume that everyone wants to be your friend and that you'll always have someone there to catch you. Of course, you never see that I'm the only one of your "friends" who doesn't let you slam to the ground when you slip. I hope for your sake you have the foresight to brace for impact, because I also hope you hit the ground really fucking hard. Learn your lesson and grow the fuck up.
Best friends means you get what you deserve.