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man do i miss her, my heart flutters every time i hear her voice on the phone or read a letter. but yet it aches at the same time.
every time i look at some noew picture of her on stage or with her freinds, i feal like i dont know her as much as i used to. i know its just from being gone....but it still hurts. how can she wait on me? how can she love me for that matter? with looks like that and a personality to match she shouldnt be with someone like me. a beauty with a beast. i miss her kiss, the ectasy of it, how it makes me forget everything else that i am worried about in life. i promised id marry her, and she promised to wait, and damnit one day its happening.
i love her with all my heart, i just hope thats enough to make it through the times to come.
every time i look at some noew picture of her on stage or with her freinds, i feal like i dont know her as much as i used to. i know its just from being gone....but it still hurts. how can she wait on me? how can she love me for that matter? with looks like that and a personality to match she shouldnt be with someone like me. a beauty with a beast. i miss her kiss, the ectasy of it, how it makes me forget everything else that i am worried about in life. i promised id marry her, and she promised to wait, and damnit one day its happening.
i love her with all my heart, i just hope thats enough to make it through the times to come.