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[saintpaulthomas]

Depression has really set in. At first it felt like I couldn't feel anything that I was completely numb to it and then it all hit me. And I had to face it. I guess the reality of it never really set in. So now I have secluded myself. I don't know why I do that. It always happens when I get down. I know eventually I will move on but I mean it's just going to be hard for me. Like I have been told it takes time. But see I am lucky I have Billy here to help me through all of this. He is the reason I open my eyes in the morning.
But I am slowly making my way back into reality and figured it out reality bites!

St. Paul