Baby Steps
I keep letting my mind be consumed a little bit more each and every day by something, and I'm starting to like it. No matter how much music I listen to, my mind can't seem to absorb enough of the power it has over me. I seriously hope that when this is all over, I'll be a completely different person. Not that I feel the need to change myself, but let me be more open. I don't want who I am to be bound by others' expectations and common sense anymore. I'm going to start being silly again. I miss how I was back before 9th grade. That's who I want to go back to, but more talkative and still able to control my serious side. Or I could just learn to develop multiple personalities. Either way, I NEED SOCIAL SKILLS. If this all seems random and jumbled to you, you're reading it incorrectly.